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Post by youremymistakexxx on Oct 19, 2006 17:13:20 GMT -6
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**Chapter 1**
"Bam!" I yelled, running over to the younger man who was sipping at a glass of vodka.
He looked over and smiled. He pulled me into a one armed hug and greeted me.
We'd finished filming Jackass 2 about a week ago and we were both still recovering. God help us if there's a third.
"How's your ass?" I ask curiously, wincing at the thought of the dick brand...or rather dickS.
He shrugged, "Still hurts. Apparently its infected. Whatever."
I chuckled at how apathetic he was being and wrapped an arm around his shoulders.
"So what do you have planned for this weekend? Anything of interest?" I say and he looks over at me, clearly wondering what the interrogation was all about. I shrugged it off and stared blankly into his gorgeous blue eyes, awaiting his answer.
"Um...no I don't have anything planned. I was just, most likely, going to sit on my ass, but if you have something else in mind feel free to inform me," He mumbled, downing the rest of his drink before throwing some money on the counter. He made his way to the exit, me lagging behing him.
"Well, we could always just chill at my house, destroy something.....make Steve-O get his ass cheeks pierced together again...that was a good for a laugh," I said, tucking my hands in my pockets.
Bam smiled, obviously thinking over the most humorous event, "Yeah that was funny as fuck. Well...since I didnt have anything to do anyways. I'll meet you at your house after I get some shit from my own abode."
"Wow, you actually know what that word means?" I laughed, and he flipped me the bird.
"Although I tend to make a jackass out of myself, no pun intended, I don't however lack intelligence as most people would assume." He said, and I just stared at him for a second for a minute before nodding and hopping into my car. As soon as I was home I took a quick shower, slipped on a pair of boxers, and grabbed a beer form the fridge.
I sigh and lean my head back against the couch. I took a gulp of my beer and set it on the side table.
Soon enough Bam walks through the door and chucks his shit next to the door before sitting down next to me.
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Post by youremymistakexxx on Oct 19, 2006 20:01:10 GMT -6
*Chapter 2*
"So what do you want to do?" Bam asked and I looked over at him and shrugged.
"Watch a movie is about all I can think of right now...I mean, it is kinda late," I said glancing at the clock that read 1:47am.
Bam nodded, "I guess that works. I wanna watch Saw 2 that movie kicks so much ass," Bam said, grinning.
I resisted the urge to reach out and run my thumb across his bottom lip and swallowed thickly, "Um, y-yeah that works," I got up and bent over, looking for the DVD. I straightened quickly and let out a sort of squeaking sound as a hand groped my ass.
"The fuck?!" I say, spinning around to be met with the shimmering eyes of a one Bam Margera. I cock and eyebrow, but shrug it off and bend over again to pick up the DVD that I have now sucessfully located. I put it in the player and press play before pulling out the couch so its a bed, and climb into it.
Bam joins me and lays his head on my shoulder innocently. I sigh and let my eyes scan the screen, watching amused as a guy finds out he has to cut out his eye or die. I'm beginning to wonder what's going in Bam's head. I know something's up because Bam is usually never this affectionate.
Deciding to live a bit on the edge I take the next step and slide my arm under his body, pulling him closer. Bam doesnt really seem to mind though because he just shifts a bit to get more comfortable and slings his own arm over my stomach.
My muscles tighten a bit before I relax again and continue to watch the movie.
*An hour later*
The credits of the movie start to roll across the screen, and I look down at Bam who has fallen asleep. I smile and reach for the remote, turning off the TV. I wrap my arms tightly around him, and drift off to sleep myself.
**Morning**
I open my eyes slowly to find Bam still sleeping against me. I smile and absent mindedly kiss his forehead. His eyes flutter open and he smiles at me.
"Morning," He says, still half asleep. I smile and begin to unwrap my arms from him, but he places his hands on my biceps.
"No I like this position," He whispers. I frown a bit and Bam runs his fingers through my hair.
"What's the matter?" He says, looking at me with concerned eyes. I sigh heavily.
"Bam, I don't know what's going, but....you've never been this way, at least around me. I just hope you're not just doing this to fuck with me because everything I do, I mean," I say in a very soft voice.
"Johnny, I'm not messing with you. I've just been having these feelings the past couple months. Feelings like.... feelings strong towards you. At first I just denied them, and now...well...I'm trying to start accepting them. I guess I'm bisexual...or something. I've never felt this way for another guy before though. So I'm just really trying to get used to it. I'm sorry if I'm freaking you out. I'll leave if you want me to..." He says and I rub his cheek softly.
"Brandon, I can't tell you how long I've felt for you. I just never told you because with us being best friends and filming a movie together and all that shit I didnt want you to hate me or anything. If you're willing, I think trying this.....us, would be a really good idea. Not just to me but to you as well," I retort, and he smiles before nodding.
"I'd like that.." I run my hand up and down his side.
"So...how you ever...kissed another guy before? Not like fooling around, for real," I say, chuckling at how chilish the last part sounded. He shakes his head and smiles wide at me.
"No, but I'd like it if you'd do the honors of depruding me of the whole ordeal," He says, pulling me so our bodies are pressed together.
I nod and look into his eyes before leaning in a capturing his lips with my own. I smile at how soft his lips are, and part my lips as his tongue timidly slides across my bottom lip. Our tongues massage each other's between our mouthes, neither gaining or wanting dominance over the other.
Bam's fingers curl in the hair on the back of my head as we pull away from each other and he's beaming.
"That was....amazing. Johnny...I think....I know I...I love you," He says extremely nervous. I smile, somewhat shocked by his words and kiss his lips again briefly.
"I love you, too, Brandon," I say and he looks up at me with a shine in his eyes I've never had the pleasure of laying my eyes upon.
"You're the only one who calls me that. I was starting to thjnk everyone was starting to forget who I really am..."
"How could I forget someone who I've come to love so much..?"
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Post by Mistress Angie on Oct 20, 2006 13:27:35 GMT -6
This is absolutely amazing!!! I love it. I can't wait to read more.....  |
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Post by youremymistakexxx on Oct 20, 2006 16:30:05 GMT -6
**Chapter Three**
Bam's eyes became brimmed with tears, and he buried his face in my shirt.
I tangled my fingers in his thick locks, massaging his scalp gently with my fingertips. A small moan escapes from his lips as he leans into my touch. I smile triumphantly and lift his head from my chest, looking him in the eyes.
"You um...." I bite my lip debating on whether or not I should take such a large step in our relationship.
"Take a shower?" He asked curiously, a little hint of regret in his voice. My eyes widen as I realize he'd just asked what I'd been wanting to, but he takes it the wrong way
"We don't have to if it's too soon I understand. I'm sorry for rushing things," He blurts and I press a finger to his lips before removing it and replacing it with my lips. It's a sweet, quick kiss, but neither of us would've known such a simple, innocent kiss could mean so much.
"It's okay, that's what I was going to ask you anyways. Curse you for being so brazen," I chuckle and pull him to his feet, leading him to the master bath. Once inside I shut and lock the door, for unknown reasons considering we're the only ones in the house.
I slip off Bam's shirt, me not having been wearing one, and let my eyes dance across the delicately defined muscles.
Bam steps closer to me and casually undoes his belt buckle, button, and zipper. He pushes down his pants, and they pool around his ankles and I swallow thickly as I take in the newly exposed skin. Sure I'd seen a lot more of Bam before this but never in any situaition such as the one at hand.
I turn on the shower to a rather warm temperature, and turn back to Bam and slip off my boxers. I hear a small gasp slip past his lips and he just stands there, staring in awe. I blush and shift my weight from one foot to the other nervously.
He soon snaps back to reality and tosses his own boxers aside. We stare at each other for a moment before I make the first move and step into the shower.
Bam soon joins me, groaning as the hot water, spilling from the shower head, relaxes his muscles on contact.
I pull him close, and he seems to be a bit uneasy, "You've never done this before I know, but neither have I. I'm just going with whatever my heart tells me, and everything just seems right..." I whisper in his ear, letting my lips graze the sensative outer shell as the words form and drift from my throat.
He shivers, and his arms tighten around me as his whispers my name in return. I smile and pick up with shampoo, squirting a fair amount into my palm. I work my fingers into Bam's hair, watching the suds form.
I turn him around so the water begins to rinse the soap from his hair, taking care to make sure none get in his eyes. He makes a sort of 'mmm' sound, obviously enjoying the treatment.
I do the same with the conditioner, and after the rinsing is finished he wipes his eyes with a wash cloth and smiles at me. His hands grasp my hips as he tugs me to him, our lips colliding in the process. The passion that is coursing through my body is electric and fireworks explode behind my eyelids.
Bam pulls away with the need for oxygen as well as myself, and his eyes are clouded over with what I would postulate to be love or something alone those lines.
We finish in the shower, and exit after turning off the water. Wrapping towels around our waist's we make our way out of the bathroom into my bedroom.
**---Sorry I would've written more but I've got some place to be in a half an hour and I'm not even showered yet---Replies would be much appreciated!** ;D
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Post by Mistress Angie on Oct 24, 2006 13:22:03 GMT -6
I'm totally lovin' this so far. You convey their emotions very well. I'm dying to read more!
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Post by youremymistakexxx on Oct 25, 2006 20:28:13 GMT -6
Chapter 4
Bam ran down the steps to get his bag and while he was gone I dressed myself in boxers and a t-shirt, a smile apparent on my face.
He returns and pulls a pair of boxers from his bag before tossing it aside. He frowns at me, "No shirt.."
This makes me chuckle. and doffed my shirt. I stepped closer to him and enfolded him in my arms.
He kissed me softly, and threaded his fingers through my hair. We stood there like that, for what seemed to be hours but in reality was only a few minutes before we parted.
My fingers brushed the knot in the towel that was holding it up on his waist. They nervously fumbled with it before I finally got it undone. I let it go and it fell to the floor. My arm slipped itself around his waist, and I slowly lowered him onto my bed. I leaned down to kiss him, but his hand was placed lightly on my chest.
"Johnny..." Bam whispered, looking up at me, "I-I...I don't want to do this. At least....not yet...I'm sorry." He rolled out from under me and pulled on his boxers.
"You have nothing to be sorry about, Brandon," I maundered, making him spin around. I pulled him to me and kissed his forehead, "I'm the one who was rushing the realtionship. I hope you don't think all I want out of you is sex because my feelings for you are so much more than that. When you touch me, even after your hand has left my skin I can still feel it there. When you kiss me, my legs feel like jell-o and my head swims. I think a thousand thoughts and all of them have something to do with you. You're amazing, and if you were to leave me....I don't even want to think about what I would do. I love you more than words can say.." I finished my little speech, and by the time I was done tears were streaking Bam's cheek.
Bam practically fell into my arms, and I held him tightly to me. As we pulled away our eyes found each other's and Bam's shakey hand stroked my cheek softly.
"Johnny, I don't think I've ever felt this appreciated. Everything you said you feel for me, I feel for you. I know it isn't as creative as your speech but it'll have to do because my feelings can't be put into words.."
I grinned at him and pull him tighter to me. I took his hand and lead him downstairs, he was smiling the whole way down.
**I would've written more but I have school tomorrow and I have to be gettin' to bed lol. REPLIES PLEASE!!**
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Post by Mistress Angie on Oct 26, 2006 20:46:51 GMT -6
I thought this chapter was marvelous!
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Post by kayla on Oct 29, 2006 21:35:14 GMT -6
This is so sweet!! I can really see Bami and Johnny acting this way, LOL!!
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Post by youremymistakexxx on Nov 6, 2006 20:47:11 GMT -6
Chapter 5
Once downstairs we both collasped onto the couch.
Bam snuggled into my side and smiled to himself. I couldn't help but notice how cute he looked in this position.
"Do you ever wonder what it'd be like if neither of us ever mustered up the balls to come out to one another?"
Bam's question took me by surprise, so it took me a minute or so to answer him.
"Y'know, I don't really even want to think about where'd I'd be...or who I'd be if I didn't have you next to me right now," I said with a soft, affectionate voice before leaning down and kissing his forehead, "You're so beautiful.."
I run my fingers through his thick black curls, causing a smile to spread across his lips and a slight blush to dance across his cheeks.
"S-So what do you want to do today?" Bam says quietly, trying to change the subject.
I chuckle and shake my head, "No clue."
Bam shakes his head, "That was very helpful, Knoxville." I look over at him and pratically drool at the sight of him.
He's slumping in his seat with one leg slung over my knee. His hair is slightly falling over his eyes, and his fingers are absently mindedly tracing the heartagram tattoo underneath his navel. His gaze shifts over to me, and he lays his head down on my shoulder and smiles up at me.
"You want to go to the mall?" I ask and he looks up thoughtfully for a minute before responding with a simple yes.
We stand up and walk upstairs to get dressed.
I dress in a tight red shirt with a skull and crutches on the front in black, black Dickies, and red high-top converse. I turn around and my jaw hits the floor.
Bam has attired himself in a skin-tight, long-sleeved shirt that is sort of a gray-ish green color with the white outline of a rose on the front with black vines tangled around it, he has slightly baggy black jeans on that hug all the right places, black work boots, and a H.I.M beanie pulled over his head.
A slight shove to my shoulder snaps me back to reality, and I come face to face with one Brandon Margera.
"Well ya stop checking me out so we can go?" He said, clipping his heartagram chain wallet to his pants.
I chuckled and turned to walk out so he wouldn't see my blush, "Yeah lets go."
We both grab our jackets and head out to the car. We hop in and speed off in the general direction of the mall.
About 25 minutes later we arrived at our decided destination and I killed the engine, hopping out of the car.
We head inside and I make to grab Bam's hand, but he pushes my hand away. I frown a bit, but shrug it off.
First, we walk into Hot Topic so Bam can buy whatever he feels the need to. He ends up buying a new hoodie and a white and black checkerboard wristband.
As we exit I slip my arm around his waist, but he moves away from me so my arm falls back at my side.
'What's his problem...' I think to myself as we continue walking.
"Um, Bam? I think I'm gunna head over to Journey's I'll meet back up with you at the food court in 20, okay?"
Bam nodded and turned, walking in the opposite direction of what we were originally heading. I tuck my hands in my pockets and start walking myself. On my way to the store I passed by a jewlery place.
I stopped dead in my tracks, and turned, peering into the window. I'm suddenly unable to take my eyes off this absolutely beautiful ring that grabs my attention. It has a silver band with black and white diamonds checkerboarded all the way around it. I decide right then and there I have to buy it.
The jewler asks if she can help with anything and I immediately point to the ring and ask for it. She smiles and asks if I would like anything engraved on it.
"Um, yeah. Put 'unexplainable' on it. I know it might not make much sense but...y'know its between myself and my significant other.
She nods and takes the ring from the case and walks over to her computer. She types something in and places the ring inside some sort of weird looking machine. A low humming sound fills my ears and within a few minutes she pulls the ring out and wipes it down with a cloth.
She places it in a black velvet box and snaps it shut before handing it to me, "I hope all goes well for you two."
I smile and hand over the money necessary to buy the ring before biding her a goodbye. I pull out my cell phone and checking the time, seeing that its been about 30 minutes since Bam and I split.
I head over to the food court to see him sitting alone at a random table. I walk over and sit across from him.
"Hey," I say quietly, avoiding calling him anything affectionate afraid that he might give me a funny look like he doesn't have a clue why I would call him such things. I scowl at the thought.
"Hello," He says, standing up, "You ready to go?"
I nod and we head back out of the mall, hopping in the car, and returning home.
I, once again, kill the engine and hop out heading inside. I throw my keys on the coffee table and sit down on the couch, flicking on the TV.
Bam enters the house and sits down beside me but I shift away from him. He again moves to sit next to me and I find that I'm at the end of the couch so I stand up and move my seat to the leather chair to the right of the couch.
"What's the dillio, babe?" Bam says and I laugh bitterly.
"What's the deal, Brandon? I don't know why don't you tell me??" Bam looks a little taken back as I say this and he stands up, walking over and kneeling down beside me.
"You mean at the mall? Johnny....I just..Around other people, I don't like getting looked at like I've got a fucking pole sticking out the side of my face. I love you, Johnny, I really do with all my heart but....I'm just not ready to show that love in front of other people..."
I smile softly and nod, "I understand completely...Here...I bought you something while we were out." I get down on the floor beside him and pull the box from my pocket.
He eyes become wide and tear-brimmed as I open the box to reveal the ring I'd bought earlier that day. He takes the box and sets the box down on the coffee table before pouncing on me, pulling me in for one of those kisses that makes me lose all conciousness.
His lips are soft and welcoming and his warm hands are placed either at my lower back or at the nape of my neck while mine own are resting upon his hips. His tongue slips from his mouth and slides across the roof of my mouth, sending shivers up my spine and a soft moan from my throat.
We part and Bam's eyes are shining and filled with love. I reach to the table and remove the ring from the box, taking his left hand and slipping it on. I smile, finding that its the perfect size. He marvels it for a moment before hugging me tight.
"I love you so much, Johnny," He whispers in my ear, "I want to stay together forever..." I smile at the thought of actually being with him forever.
I pull back from him and bring the hand adorned with the ring between us, slipping it off and tilting it slightly so he can see the engraving. He reads the word and a huge smile spreads across his lips.
"Indeed its unexplainable," He kisses me one last time before slipping the ring back on his finger and resting his head on my shoulder.
"I love you, Brandon, and I give you that ring as a symbol of my promise to you that we'll be together forever."
Out of the sight of Johnny, tears spill from Bam's beautiful blue eyes as he whispers the word one last time to himself in an inaudible tone, "Forever...."
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Post by Mistress Angie on Dec 28, 2006 17:43:00 GMT -6
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
This was fantastic!!!!!!!!! I loved it! When are you gonna grace us with another chapter? o.O
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Post by youremymistakexxx on Jan 7, 2007 13:31:57 GMT -6
I may continue this within the next few weeks but right now I have major writers block...
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Post by Mistress Angie on Jan 18, 2007 9:50:09 GMT -6
I understand completely, believe me!!
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masterxxnothing
Welcome to the Jungle
One day you will confess and pray to the Saints Of Los Angeles!
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Post by masterxxnothing on Jun 25, 2008 18:53:22 GMT -6
Really awesome. I love it. Great work.
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Post by Necromancer on Mar 23, 2011 1:47:54 GMT -6
Oh So Sweet, shame you stopped
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