Post by snuff on Dec 3, 2009 3:11:33 GMT -6
I don't know why I'm even writing this. I'm so upset... I've never felt like this in my life before. I just needed to say something, even if no one reads this or comments. I just need to.
I've been with my current boyfriend for a little over seven months, and it's been quite bumpy. We were involved at work, he was my supervisor, but now something happened (that doesn't involve me) and he's most likely going to lose his job... But he told me if he loses his job he's going to end our relationship. I don't want to sound like an obsessive little girl here or anything, but I'm really in love with this man, and he is supposedly really in love with me too. We lived together in his apartment, and now he wants me out, because he wants to be alone right now. I just don't understand and I have never felt so heartbroken and physically ill over a man like this before. I can't eat (it's been over 24 hours), I can't sleep, I can't go five minutes without crying, I got trashed (I haven't drank in five years). I just can't do anything without my heart twisting up inside of me and shattering.
I'm sorry. I guess talking to a computer is better than holding it all up inside.[/size][/color]
I've been with my current boyfriend for a little over seven months, and it's been quite bumpy. We were involved at work, he was my supervisor, but now something happened (that doesn't involve me) and he's most likely going to lose his job... But he told me if he loses his job he's going to end our relationship. I don't want to sound like an obsessive little girl here or anything, but I'm really in love with this man, and he is supposedly really in love with me too. We lived together in his apartment, and now he wants me out, because he wants to be alone right now. I just don't understand and I have never felt so heartbroken and physically ill over a man like this before. I can't eat (it's been over 24 hours), I can't sleep, I can't go five minutes without crying, I got trashed (I haven't drank in five years). I just can't do anything without my heart twisting up inside of me and shattering.
I'm sorry. I guess talking to a computer is better than holding it all up inside.[/size][/color]
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