Mom

Sparking blue eyes, Blonde hair, alive looking.
Cancer.
Sad eyes, graying hair, sick looking.
Chemo
All hope is gone, Throwing up, tears, not being able to stand.
Nothing ever changes
No matter how sick she still had room to love her kids.
She fought, she knew she was going to die.
Night time, a cry for mom.
The sirens sound. Katie trying to get me away.
I get past her.
see my mom collapsed barley breathing, faced down.
Confused, Crying.
Medic’s come, dad comes home an hour later…sobbing.
It’s a dream, it can’t be true.
Funeral, crying, blurred faces.
Walking up to my mothers coffin, seeing white skin, purple tinted lips.
I felt her face, cold…freezing. Never coming back.
I’m sorry, all I heard for day’s.
Just get away from me I scream in my mind. Only tears escape.
Now rotting away,six feet under.
She still haunts me everyday, every move I make, every breath I take
I chokes me, I can’t breath, I never could.