The Vampire With The Black Roses

People were arriving left and right, humans and vampires. The humans have no idea about the vampires but we know damn well who's human. The humans are only here for feeding. That's they're only use to us vampires. I haven't seen Alex or Adri. Maybe they decided not to come. Damn. I really wanted to taste Alex's blood. Envy walks over to me and asks, "There's two girls at the door. Do we know them?" "Let us see Envy," I answer walking over to the door. He follows me with a somewhat confused look on his face. I see both Alex and Adri standing at the door looking around at the party raging inside the house. I smile and take Alex's hand. I kiss it softly, "Nice to see you again Alex." She blushes, "Same." I turn my attention to Adri and take her hand kissing it as well, "Adri nice to see you as well." She giggles slightly, "Great to see you too Lust." I smirk and add, "You've already met dearest Envy." They both nod. Envy take Adri hand and kisses it then does the same to Alex. Envy pulls me aside. He smirks, "I want Adri." "You can have her. I'm having dearest Alex," I reply smirking their way. They smile at us and we walk back over to them. Envy takes Adri's hand as a slow song comes on, "May I have this dance sweetheart?" Envy has turned on his Finnish/vampire charm. She nods and they walk off to the middle of the room were people are pairing off. I turn to Alex turning on my vampire/Finnish charm and ask, "Darling Do you wish to dance?" She smiles, "Sure." I take her hand in mine. She shivers at my touch, one of the downsides of being a vampire. I lead her out into the dance floor and we begin to slow dance. The warmth of her body makes me miss being human. She asks, "Why do they say you're a vampire?" "Because I'm pale and I love the taste of blood," I lie answering. Number one vampire rule don't ever tell you're a vampire. She smiles, "That's really cool." "Thank you Miss," I bow my head slightly. I pull her closer to me. She asks, "Are you sick or something?" "No why," I answer/question. She answers, "Because you're so cold." "I have low blood count," I answer. Just then I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn my head to see Envy standing there. He asks politly, "May I break this up for a moment?" Alex raises an eyebrow and he adds, "I need to speak with Lust. Why don't you and Adri go get yourself some drinks." "Good idea," she smiles before walking off with Adri, who was standing behind her. I growl, "What's the problem Envy?" "Lust let's play with a bit," he answers grinning. I smirk, "Grand idea. We'll invite them over from about a week then when the week is over we'll feed." "Deal," he replies smirking devilishly. Just then the girls return each holding two glasses. Alex smiles and hands one of the glasses she was holding to me. She adds, "Hope you like Jack." I take the glass and take a long drink. The taste didn't even affect me. To be honest I'm not interested but I have to act like a human. All I want is Alex's blood right now. But I have to ignore the hunger. Just then Marilyn Manson's The Nobodies comes on. Alex grabs my hand and smiles devilishly, "Come on let's dance!" I smirk, "Let's." I lead her into the crowd alittle farther. She starts rubbing her body against mine. I place my hands on her hips and move my body along with hers perfectly. Her body rubbing against mine get me going. Makes me want her even more. I lean in and kiss down her neck slowly. Then I run my bottom lip up her neck slowly. I kiss along her jawline, then reach her lips. I lip her lips roughly slipping my tongue into her mouth. I rub my tongue against her roughly. She lets out a soft moan so I roughen the pace of my tongue. She moans louder. Suddenly I the hunger I have for her grows. I fight it. This is the only problem with my vampire ways. When I have a lust I get hunger for the blood of the person I lusting for. I push her away, I can't feed from her. Not yet. Fighting my hunger sends pain throughout my body causing me to cry out. I fall slightly to the ground. I'm on my knees holding the back of my head down to the floor. I have to fight this. It's just so painful and it goes even more painful the more the hunger grows. I scream out in pain. I hear Alex ask, "Lust? Lust? Are you okay? What's wrong?" "Please just leave me alone," I cry out breathing heavily. Every breath hurts me. Just then I feel someone pick me up cradling me in their arms as they race off. Soon I feel someone place me on the floor of my bedroom. How can I tell, by the smell of the room and by the feel of the carpet. Envy's voice asks, "Lust are you still with us?" "Yes," I answer pain filling my voice. I look up at him to see him cut his wrist. He offers me his wrist, "Feed Lust." I grab his arm and sit up. I lick up the blood flowing out of the wound. I had to do this quickly before the wound closes. After getting enough to calm myself down I stop allowing the wound to close completely. Envy asks, "Better?" "Yes thank you Envy," I answer. I stand up slowly and lick my lips and around my mouth getting every last drop. How could one human do that to me? How could one human send me over the edge like that? Just then there's a knock on the door and Envy yells, "Who is it?" "It's Alex," a soft sweet voice calls back. Her voice sounds like an angel. Envy looks at me and I nod, "Let her in to see I'm fine." He nods and yells, "Come on in!" She opens the door slowly tears rimming her perfect eyes. She asks, "Lust what happened?" "I get horrible headaches. I'm not a healthy person," I answer softly. She races over to me and hugs me. She whispers, "You had me so worried." "I'm fine now," I add kissing her cheek. Envy adds, "Lust you should rest. Alex why don't you come with me?" She looks over at me for a moment and replies, "Alright. Hope you feel better Lust." Envy gets up and smirks at me telling me to go off and feed. I call out to Alex, "Alex wait!" She turns around, "Yeah?" "We're having a diner party tomorrow night. Would you and Adri like to come," I question with a begging look. I know how to work this. I'm a vampire, we know how to get our prey. She smiles and answers, "Will be here." "Envy will fill you in more about it," I reply. She nods and leaves the room. Envy turns and walks over to me. He whispers, "Go out and feed. I'll cover for you. I'm going to pick off that one little red head down stairs." "Have fun but remember keep an eye on Adri and Alex. Make sure the others don't get them," I reply walking over to the window. I pull back the curtains. I have about three hours before sunrise. I'll get my meals in. I stop at the window. I glance behind me. I can't wait to taste her. I leap out of the window and land on my feet below. I notice a young girl standing out there. She has blonde hair down to her ass and deep blue eyes. They're not empty so she's not a vampire. She smiles brightly at me, "Oh my god! This is where Lust lives!" I smirk, "I take it you're a fan darling." "Yeah a huge fan," she adds smiling more. Perfect. I walk over to her and take her hand in mine. I kiss her lips and pull away slowly, "Come with me." She smiles and I lead her off into the back and up the stairs. She asks, "What are we doing?" "I'm showing you my room darling," I answer grinning. She smiles wider, she knows what I'm doing but she doesn't know what's going to happen afterwards.


I suck the last bit of blood from her body. She was a great fuck which was her downfall. My hunger is based on Lust: whether when I'm in Lust or if I lust for someone. Lust is everyone's downfall with me. I stare at her lifeless corpse on my bed and slip on a pair of leather pants. I smirk and pick her up. The party is over because the sun comes up in about half an hour. I carry her body to Envy's room. I kick Envy's door open and he finishes his feeding. He pulls away and mutters, "Get I have to get rid of two bodies." "Would have to anyway. It's your job Envy," I reply dropping her corpse to the floor. I turn and walk out of the room to hear Envy curse in Finnish. I smirk to myself. I hear him moving around once I get into my room. I let out a laugh and open my black coffin. I stare at the black silk inside. I love this thing. I climb inside and close the lid. The sun will be coming up soon. I hear Envy's door slam shut and I know he's finished with the body. He's probably climbing inside his coffin. I look at my watch to see that it's about two minutes til sunrise. Now I sleep. I close my eyes but insteadly open them. When I closed my eyes I thought of Alex. What the hell? That's never happened. No matter how much I wish to feed from them that has never happened. I shake my head slightly before closing my eyes once again. This time Alex doesn't appear in my thoughts. Now I may rest. Soon I drift into a peaceful sleep.

I continue to slit and bleed out. This is the only way, other then the sun, for a vampire to die. We have to bleed out. Blood is everywhere. I start to feel the light headedness. I won't give up until I bleed out. I continue to slit and cut up my wrists. I can't stop. Not until I'm in her arms once more. That's all I need. All I need is her. I will show him that I love Elizabeth. I will show him. I love Elizabeth. I need to be with her. I hear voices coming into the living room where I lay. I feel death coming. No, just go away.

Envy yells, "LUST!"

"Leave me be," I mutter close my eyes as I continue to cut. I

hear screaming, the voices belong to Alex and Adri.

Alex yells, "We have to get him to a hospital!"

Sirus's cruel voice adds, "It's a little to late for that don't you think."

Envy yells, "Get the fuck out of here Sirus! This is your fault!"

Sirus snaps, "Is that anyway to talk to me Envy?"

Vincent adds, "Sirus..."

My eyes refuse to open. I'm so close to death. This feeling feels so familiar. Like when Elizabeth first turned me. I'm coming Elizabeth. I drift off in what seems like a sleep. But I know I won't wake up.

<Suicide>

I feel the cold blood of another vampire enter my mouth. Insteadly I sit up biting down on whomever is giving me this meal. I suck feeling myself regain my stregth slowly. I have enough strength to open my eyes. When I do I see Envy sitting on the bed and his arm is what I'm feeding from. He just stares at me. I pull away feeling like at least I can walk now.

Envy asks, "What were you trying to do?"

"I just wanted to be with her Envy," I answer looking away from him.

He stands up and walks over to the door. He adds, "There's a drugged up girl on the bed for you. Just feed Lust."

I nod and stumble to my feet as he walks out of the room. I walk over to the bed to see a young woman, about 18, laying on the bed. She has raven black shoulder length hair and tanned skin. I sit on the bed and lean in. I kiss her neck softly before sinking my fangs deep inside her neck. I start sucking the blood out of her body. Her life drains away slowly. If she were awake this would be very painful for her. I'm somewhat glad she's drugged up. I feel my life coming back to me. I guess the random act of suicide I tried was stupid. It was selfish of me. After I finish off the girl I stand up licking my lips making sure to get every drop. I feel better now. I feel almost like my old self. I walk out of the room and down the stairs to see Alex sitting on the couch crying along side Adri. Why are they crying? Is that my fault? Did I make those two young beauties cry? I shake the thought of my head. I couldn't have done that. That was a stupid thought. I walk into the living room. Adri looks up and shakes Alex.

Adri yells, "ALEX!"

Alex lifts her head and wipes her tears away quickly. She screams, "LUST!"

I just stand there not sure of what to do. Alex runs over to me and hugs me tightly.

I ask, "What's going on?"

Adri asks, "How did you do it? You were so close to death."

"I'm just that good," I answer pushing Alex away as I feel the blood pump through he veins. I can't handle that right now. I'm still a tad bit hungry. I walk into the kitchen to see Envy sitting there.

Envy asks, "How are they?"

I answer emotionless, "They're not crying anymore."

He questions coldly, "Do you know what you could have done tonight? You could have died! You could have given our secret away."

I look down at the floor and whisper, "I'm sorry Envy."

Envy leaves out a loud sigh, "It's okay Lust. I'm going to send the two home now. That way they don't catch on."

I nod and he leaves the room. I sit at the table to see a wine bottle with blood inside. I stand up and walk over to the counter grabbing a wine glass. I turn back around to the table and pour myself a glass of the blood. I take a sip, the taste is so great. My eyes almost roll to the back of my head. Soon dearest Envy returns to the kitchen.

I ask, "So?"

Envy answers, "They are spending the night. They're coming to our show tonight (It's early moning hours now)."

I question, "Is that safe for them Envy?"

He nods, "Yes I'm putting them in the rooms at the end of the hall. They lock from the outside and have build in bathrooms."

I smirk, "Oh yes those bedrooms."

Envy glares, "Don't get any ideas Lust. I can start to see your other half."

I shake my head roughly and add, "Sorry."

Envy replies, "It's okay. Now take the bottle upstairs. Drink until you pass out or whatever you do up in your room at night."

I nod downing the rest of my glass. I take off upstairs with the bottle without being noticed by Adri or Alex. Tonight is going to be fun. Meals everywhere. I love that about the shows. I get to my room and lock the door. I climb inside of my coffin and drink myself to sleep.

<Drinking>