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Post by Mistress Angie on Aug 27, 2008 16:09:33 GMT -6
This was an amazing update hun!!! I can totally feel her feelings  |
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Post by HarleyMac on Aug 29, 2008 10:00:55 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 18;
Cameron’s POV;
Turning in his arms and looking in to his steely green eyes I could feel my resolve weakening; could I really do this?
Could I really fight Steven?
Did I have enough strength?
“What is baby?” He asked gently wiping the hair from my face.
“I don’t know what…I am not sure if I can do this Jeff!”
“Yes you can princess; you have the basic instinct to survive and to have that shows me that you are stronger than he is giving you credit for! Just trust me and lean on me and I will ensure that you get through this,”
“O-Ok I w-will try,” I stumbled I couldn’t believe that he had reacted in a completely different way to what I had envisioned.
I had been pushing him away for a reason that turned out to be just in my head.
“I am so sorry Jeff,” I whispered letting my head fall down; my eyes landing on the bed below us.
“Hey,” He said firmly as he gently cupped my face and lifted me to look at him. “I don’t want to hear sorry from you; after hearing all of this I can totally understand why you were the way you were,”
The sound of my phone ringing prevented me from replying as I reached to the nightstand where I had left it lying; unknown number.
“Hello?” I said taking a deep breath.
“You’ve been a very bad girl Shayne!” Steven snarled down the line.
Hanging up I refused to talk to him, what could I say?
There really was nothing to say other than him winding me up to the point where I lost my cool and I didn’t want that. Instantly it began to ring again before Jeff had a chance to say what was about to come out of his mouth.
“Hello?” I said answering again.
”Don’t you dare fucking hang…” Steven started but I did just that and hung up again.
“Steven?” Jeff asked concern lacing his voice as he brushed the hair from my face as once again my phone began to ring.
”WHAT?” I screamed in to the phone.
“I TOLD YOU NOT TO HANG UP ON ME!” He screamed in to the phone.
“Oh would you look at that…” Hanging up again I sighed and began to run my hands through my hair as once again my phone started to ring. “What do you want?” I resigned myself to the fact that if I didn’t talk to him then he would just keep calling and jam up my phone.
“What did I tell you I would do if you ever left?” He asked me his voice low and threatening.
Fear raked through my body as I looked at Jeff who was watching me closely his eyes full of concern as the fear and trepidation began to rise in waves of sickness.
“What did I tell you Shayne?”
“Steven please just…”
“WHAT DID I TELL YOU BITCH!?” He roared in to the phone angrily.
“That you’d…kill me!”
“Tell me Shayne do you have a death wish?” He asked his voice calming and taking on the authorative tone that he always used to use on me.
My entire body began to shake violently but I was instantly in Jeff’s arms where he gently run his hand up and down my back in a gesture that was intended on calming me and slowly it began to work.
“I am talking to you…”
”I heard you!” I spat feeling my courage building slowly.
“Then answer the question,”
“Do you?”
“Excuse me?” He asked instantly confused by my confidence.
“Simple enough question Steven; do you have a death wish?” I asked and was instantly rewarded to Jeff kissing my head supportively.
“Are you…threatening me?” He asked his voice turning slightly shaky.
“No; how could I threaten you? There is no way that I could…”
”That’s right bitch; don’t forget who you are talking too,” He snarled his anger coming back. “You walked out of my life with our son and you disappeared in to the night…I can’t let you get away with that!”
“Then do what you think you have too,” I snapped and hung up the phone.
Turning it off I threw it to the bed and collapsed in to Jeff’s arms where I clung to him tightly.
”You did good baby girl,” He whispered softly as his hands continued to rub up and down my back tenderly.
“I’m glad you think so; ‘cos I think I may have just pissed him off!” I sighed heavily.
“Whatever happens; I am going to be right here by your side ok? Nothing is going to scare me away; let him try to do what he wants, let him try to hurt you ‘cos it ain’t happening,” He said as the sound of knocking on our door tore through the room.
Panic began to settle in; was it Steven?
Had he traced the call?
“Guys are you in there?” Matt’s voice filtered through the thick wood of the door and instantly I felt more calm and collected.
For now Steven didn’t know where I was; he hadn’t found me and I had to just keep that in mind until I could get home to where my son was. Please just let me get through the next couple of days until I can get home to my boy! I prayed silently as Jeff went to answer the door.
CAMERON;
Amber’s POV;
Standing in the hall that led to the kitchen with my phone planted to my ear listening as Leland tried to take in what I had told him about Cameron.
“And you’re the only one who knew about this?” He asked me as I glanced back to the living room wanting nothing more than to go and console Shifty who had his head in his hands.
“Yeah me and Seth obviously,”
“Is she ok?” He asked obviously concerned for my best friend.
“I don’t know! Seth was talking to her a few minutes ago,” I wanted to go and comfort him, to let him know that Cam would be safe with Jeff, Matt and Shannon.
“Ok well go and talk to him baby and text me to let me know if she is ok yeah?” Leland asked as if sensing my need.
“I will baby! Thank you for understanding…” I said as the front door bell began to ring and I watched as Shifty got to his feet and moved out of the living room.
“How could I not understand Amber; that girl has become like Family to all of us…”
“I know but I was worried because I didn’t tell you about her that…”
”What? I would get mad?”
“Exactly,”
”Not going to happen beautiful! Now go check on Seth and let me know what is going on yeah?”
”I will baby; thanks again! I love you,”
”I love you too princess,” He replied almost instantly without thought and I was left feeling a little more confused than I thought possible. “I’ll hear from you soon,”
“You will,”
I had just ended the call when Shane and the Bullet walked in to the living room with Shifty following behind them. Moving in to the living room and closing the door that led to the kitchen.
“Hey honey you ok?” The Bullet asked as he sat down on the sofa and watched as I took the seat next to Shifty.
“I’m fine just worried about Cam you know?”
“We just talked to Matt he is on the way to their room now; Jeff took her to a motel,” Shane informed me causing Shifty’s posture to relax slightly.
“Well that is something I guess!” I said reaching for my smokes and lighting up, passing out to Shifty and Shane as Bullet smiled softly and relaxed back in the sofa.
“Any idea what that was about?” Shane asked looking from me to Shifty.
“Shifty?” I looked at the man next to me and it looked like he had aged 10 years since the scene had unfolded on the telly.
“I-I…I can’t!” He said looking at me his eyes pleading with me to explain. Taking his hand in mine I nodded my head.
An hour later I had explained everything that I knew to our friends who looked shocked and taken aback from what I had just relayed to them.
“I never would have guessed…I mean Cam always seems so calm and in control; I can’t imagine her being the kind of woman who…”
”Who what?” Shifty asked staring at the Bullet. “Let a man do what that piece of shit did to her?”
“No Shifty that isn’t what I meant…I just meant that I didn’t think that Cam would be the type of woman who…I just never would have guessed she doesn’t fit the stigma of an abused woman,” The Bullet said softly.
“And what is the stigma?” Shifty asked his back instantly up and he was ready to get in to it big time with the Bullet.
“Shifty…the Bullet didn’t mean anything by it!” I said stroking my hand over his arm softly; wanting nothing more than to be there for him.
Cameron had told me that she thought he had taken the news far too well; he hadn’t gotten mad, he hadn’t screamed or let his feelings be known which she had expected and from what I knew about him I had expected him to go nuts and it was obvious that he had been bottling it up inside him.
“I know…” He shook his head and looked at Andrew who was sitting on the sofa nervously. “I’m sorry Bullet,”
“Its ok man,” Andrew replied his body relaxing as he moved forward in the sofa and watching Shifty and I closely.
“I just can’t believe that fucker did this to her…what did she do wrong?” Shifty asked getting up and beginning to pace back and forth.
”She didn’t do nothing wrong Seth; Randy is twisted and perverse in ways that no one really understands…”
”I should have gone with her,”
“And do what?” I asked watching him as he flicked his cigarette in the ashtray.
“I could have…” His voice trailed off as he realized that there really was nothing that he could have done.
“I really would hate to be in Randy’s shoes from now on,” Shane said softly.
“Meaning?” Shifty asked looking to Shane.
“Seth I know that you can see how Jeff feels about your sister; and I know that you are ok about that but Jeff is fiercely protective about Cam he isn’t going to let Randy get away with this,”
“I know! And in all honesty I am taking small comfort in that right now,” Shifty said finally sitting back down next to me and gently pulling me to his side.
It was an action that left me gasping for air but it felt more right than anything I had ever felt with Leland; where did that leave my relationship with my boyfriend?
I knew that I still loved Leland; I knew it because whenever I talked to him my heart would do a little flutter but being with Shifty I found that I wasn’t missing my boyfriend half as much as I had been before Shifty walked in to my life.
“Do you think Steven will try and…?” I started to ask as he placed his lips to my head and held me closer to him.
“I know he will! Ever since Cam left; he has been like a dog with a bone; trying everything at his disposal to find her and when it yielded no results he tried to expand his search to other town’s but Cam did good; she literally disappeared with the night…she covered her tracks, made sure that she didn’t leave a paper trail…but now that he has found her I don’t know what is waiting for her…”
”What do you mean used everything at his disposal?” The Bullet asked reaching for my glass of Jack and helping himself to a mouthful.
“Steven is a cop…”
“So she learned from the best then?”
“She really did! She took it all in and stored it in her head and then when the time was right; bam she sunk in to the dark of the night and no one had a clue where she was…”
“Until now!” Shane said sighing heavily as he finally realized that this situation really did seem hopeless. “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure,” The man holding me in his arms replied.
“Didn’t she try to call the cops?”
“Didn’t you hear me…? Steven is a cop…”
”I don’t understand what you are getting at,”
“Cam called the cops on Steven one night after he had beaten her black and blue; because Steven was one of them, they told my sister that there was nothing they could do and swept it under the carpet…that’s why she left; she knew that she had no where to turn!”
“What about you?”
“What could I have done? You saw that guy; I ain’t no match for him, my Father was no match for him, and my Mother certainly wasn’t a match for him,” Shifty informed the room as his body began to tense towards eruption.
Gently rubbing my hand on his arm, feeling his muscles rippling under my touch as he smiled down at me.
“You think she is going to be able to handle it?” I asked softly.
“Cam isn’t the woman that she was when she left; I had noticed that after talking with her for 5 minutes; she is stronger than she ever was, she is collected and her mind is in the right place…I think she’s going to have a fight on her hands but essentially I know that she can do this! Now that she has Jeff and you guys; she can do anything!” He admitted looking around the room at his sister’s friends and I could see the appreciation that he felt to all of us for being there for his sister.
“Well for whatever it is worth we are going to be right here and we will do what ever we can to help her through this. Now what are we going to do with CT?” Shane asked smiling at Shifty.
“Cam wants him home from school, she doesn’t want him going anywhere without someone; preferably me but I am ok with you guys taking him out ‘cos if Steven does come here I still ain’t no match for him,” Shifty said.
Shane and Andrew both nodded and smiled softly as we all seemed to slip in to our own thoughts. My own train of thought slipped to what I was feeling for this man who was holding me close to him.
All thoughts of Leland slipping away with every soft caress that Shifty ran up and down my arm tenderly. Cam had always said that everything happens for a reason and maybe Leland had to leave for me to meet Shifty.
Just maybe I was meant to be with this man; God knows he was here when Leland wasn’t!
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Post by Mistress Angie on Aug 29, 2008 15:43:37 GMT -6
That was fantastic!!! I pity Steven for trying to fuck with Jeff's woman!!!! Jeff'll beat him black & blue and to an inch of his life!!!!!
**starts chanting: GO JEFF! GO JEFF!!**
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Post by HarleyMac on Aug 31, 2008 7:38:55 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 19;
LA;
Shannon’s POV;
Jeff let us in to the room that he had booked for himself and Cameron; now that the news was out there was no need for them to hide, which I figured would only make them stronger as a couple.
There was no denying that they were meant to be together; their connection was just getting stronger and stronger with every passing day. And nothing that Randy did could come in between that.
Matt and I had gone back to the hotel and grabbed up their things and ensured that we weren’t being followed before we drove back over here; getting the driver to ride around for a bit before we got him to drop us off at a motel further down the strip where we slipped inside asked the guy on the desk if there was a back way out of the complex, which he instantly showed us too.
Cameron had taken her bags, kissed Matt and I before she headed in to the en suite to get changed out of the cloths that Randy had made her wear. If anyone knew Cam they knew that formal cloths weren’t her thing and having to dress the way that Randy insisted had driven her crazy.
“How’s she doing?” Matt asked as we sat down on the suite in the main area of the room.
“She’s been better!” Jeff growled as he paced placing his cigarette to his mouth and inhaling deeply before flicking it in to the ashtray. “I’m going to fucking kill Randy,”
“Well should you need help you know we got your back,” I said glancing to the en suite door, which remained closed and hiding her from view.
“Thanks man,” Jeff said following my gaze to the door that was keeping Cam away from us. “She’ll be fine Shannon,”
I had gotten to know the girl really well since she had been hanging out with Amber and I liked her, she was spunky, she was easy to hang out with and I looked at her like she was a part of the Family; I would do whatever I had to ensure that she was safe.
“Who was that guy Jeff?” Matt asked resting his feet on the worn out coffee table that lay in the middle of the main area of the room.
“He was my ex,” Cameron announced as the door opened to the en suite and she came in to view, looking more comfortable in a pair of tight fitting bleached jeans and a black t-shirt that read Music Saved My Life! Her long dark hair pulled off her face, which was completely devoid of make up and I could see the way that Jeff reacted to the sight of her.
There really was no doubt in my mind that my friend was in love with this girl and vice versa as she smiled brightly at him, whether either of them knew it yet or not it remained to be seen.
“Why did he call you Shayne?” I asked as she moved over to where I was sat down and she leaned down and kissed my cheek before repeating the action with Matt.
“’Cos it’s my name…my real name!” She said causing Matt and I to look at her completely confused.
Gently pulling her down on to my lap she smiled at me before she began to explain what she had obviously told Jeff who seemed to bounce on the balls of his feet hearing it for the second time.
“That is what you couldn’t tell Jeff?” Matt asked reaching for her hand and holding on to her firmly as my arms kept her wrapped up firmly.
“That’s right! I didn’t want…I couldn’t let him know when…Steven has forced my hand and I had no option to tell him and I am glad that I did!” She nodded looking to her man who smiled at her warmly causing her to remove herself from my embrace and move to him.
Claiming her tiny frame in his arms, he kissed her head softly as Matt looked away. I knew that Matt had been interested in her when we had first met her was it possible that he was still interested in her?
“Guys…” I said looking away from Matt to Cameron and Jeff who were stood wrapped up in each other. “We have booked a couple rooms too; luckily one on either side of you,”
“Thanks reject that means a lot to me,” Cameron smiled tearing her eyes away from her man and smiling at me.
“You’re welcome honey! And it should go without saying but I want to make it completely clear; we are here for you, we will help you deal and fight this motherfucker ok?”
“Thanks guys,” She smiled brightly as Jeff kissed her head softly.
We talked for a little while, before Cameron slipped her MP-3 player in to the outlet on the DVD player in the room, and turned the music on, and almost as soon as the music started her posture began to relax and change from the coiled position that she had been in from the minute we had arrived here.
Matt and I had bid them goodnight and left them alone to talk and just be with one another. Matt said goodnight and headed to his own room, while I moved to mine and closed the door. Pulling my phone from my pocket I dialed Shane’s number and waited for him to answer.
My friends that were staying with Amber, Shifty and CT needed to know the truth and what they could be facing.
Cameron’s POV;
Music always helped me to feel calm and in control, whether it be anything from Country, to Rock, to Nu Metal to Dance and now seemed to be no different, as the sounds of the new Theory Of A Deadman album began to play.
“You ok beautiful?” Jeff asked as I threw myself down on to the sofa where Matt and Shannon had been sat moments earlier.
“Yeah why?”
“You’ve had to explain about your past twice now!”
“I know baby but I am fine! I feel calm and in control; this isn’t going…I can do this!”
“Yes you can,” He moved so that he was knelt in front of me; his steel green eyes burning in to me until I felt my entire body shivering out of control. “Dance with me?”
“To this?” I giggled softly. “It’s a bit rocky to dance too,”
Getting up he moved to the MP-3 player and skipped a couple tracks until he found the one that he was looking for.
“This one isn’t,” He smiled as he moved back to me, holding his hand out to me.
Taking his hand, I smiled at him as he gently pulled me in to his arms, holding me close to him, one hand holding on to the back of my head while the other held on to my waist firmly as he began to move us to the beat of the music as he began to sing softly in to my ear.
I always loved to hear him sing; his voice low and sexy which was perfect for this kind of song.
“Listen to the words baby,” He informed me as the song began to play properly and his voice complimented the lyrics perfectly;
When I first saw you standing there
You know it was a little hard not to stare
So nervous when I drove you home
I know being apart is a little hard to bare.
Send some flowers to your work an home
So that I will have you in my arms again
We kissed that night before I left
And now that’s something
I could never forget
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
With you I know that
I am good for something
So lets go give it a try
We got our backs against the ocean
It's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
Lets take a chance go far away today
And never look back again
Since I said I loved you in Las Vegas
It's never been the same since then
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
With you I know
I am good for something
So lets go give it a try
We got our backs against the ocean
It's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
This is it nothing to hide
One more kiss never say goodbye
This is it babe your all mine
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
I know that I am good for something
So lets go give it a try
We got our backs against the ocean
It's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
With you I know that
I am good for something
So lets go give it a try
We got our backs against the ocean
It's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I
Babe it's you and I
As the song came to a finish he pulled his head back to look in to my eyes and I could feel myself sinking in to his eyes that always held the power to make me forget everything that was going on with my life and now seemed to be no different.
“It is just you and me; you me and CT that is all I have ever wanted Ron!” He whispered his voice low and sincere.
“Me too Jeff,” I replied feeling weird about being this vulnerable with him but he had more than proved his loyalty to me tonight.
There had been no need for him to come tearing in to that ring but he had done it without question, which was nothing I had ever had before.
Years ago I had prayed and hoped for someone to come to my rescue; I had lost myself in dreams of my prince charming coming to save me from my monster of a boyfriend and when it hadn’t happened and I had, had to save myself, which had quickly killed the hope I had of a prince charming.
But here he was stood in front of me, holding me close, promising to keep me and my son safe and for that I think I fell in love with him in a instant.
Feeling the heat stinging my face at the thought of what had just popped in to my head; I buried my head in his shoulder and listened as the next song came on.
Jeff listened quietly, until the third time the chorus started and he began to sing the words to me again;
There's a little piece of heaven
Right here where you are
the fact that you keep trying
Is what sets you apart.
Help me find the reason
And I'll help you find the way
To get rid of all your pain
Little by little, day by day
Little by little, day by day
The song finished and slowly he moved me backwards until we were falling on to the bed; his lips capturing mine in to a kiss so passionate and hungry that I completely forgot about the news that had just broken a couple of hours earlier.
Steven’s POV;
Turning around I glared at Randy Orton. This man was pissing me off and if he thought that he somehow had me on side then he had another thing coming.
I watched as he ran his hand over his shaved head nervously as we lost the car that was transporting Matt Hardy and Shannon Moore back to Shayne.
I had thought that I would never see her again but she had made the biggest mistake that she ever could have by taking a job with Randy Orton and then breaking the terms and conditions of the contract that she had signed seemed to have been fate leading me to her all this time.
I had been reluctant to believe Randy when he called me and told me that he had Shayne working for him as his manager; the girl had covered her tracks well and if it hadn’t been for her taking that job I doubt I would ever have found her.
And that was what was bugging me; obviously my girl was clever when it came to covering her tracks why blatantly break the terms of her contract with the knowledge of working with Randy Orton; surely she had to know that he wasn’t the type of man to be crossed.
In many ways he was like me; I hated the fact that she had crossed me and taken my son away from me and for that reason alone she would have to pay.
“Now what genius?” I asked glaring at him angrily.
“I-I…I-I…”
”Y-You w-what? You seemed to be suddenly at a loss for words,”
“I don’t know what to tell you,” He said his eyes avoiding looking at me and instantly I knew that he was nervous around me and so he should be.
If he thought that he was getting away with talking to Shayne like that then he had another thing coming!
“Then you had better think of something; I am not a very patient man Randy and I want my girl back and I want her back now!”
“You could try calling her again!” He suggested.
“Did you take a spill to the head Randy? I told you her phone is switched off!”
“Try the work number I gave her…”
”What’s this now?” I asked moving towards him.
“I gave her a separate cell phone for work purposes so that I could always get a hold of her…”
“Give me your cell phone,”
“Why?”
”She won’t answer if it is a unknown number; if she sees your number there is a bigger chance of her answering,”
Nodding his head he handed the phone over to me and I pressed the call button on the number that he had pulled up.
“Hello…?” Shayne’s voice answered breathlessly. “Mmmm,” She purred in a sexy tone. “What do you want Randy? I don’t work for you anymore!” She spat in to the phone as the sound of a man heavy breathing in the background sparked an anger in me that I hadn’t expected to feel.
Shayne was my woman; she didn’t seriously think that after a couple of years that changed anything between us did she?
It was more than obvious that they were fucking as the moaning and groaning got louder; causing me to see images in my head and I had to hang up without saying a word.
Bitch was going to pay for cheating on me! I would make her pay and there was no one on this planet that was going to be able to help her.
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Post by Mistress Angie on Aug 31, 2008 10:28:49 GMT -6
Amazing, as always!!!!
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 1, 2008 16:45:42 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 20;
LA;
Jeff’s POV;
The way her eyes were burning in to mine was enough to leave me spinning in to oblivion. Once we had fallen on to the bed kissing we had just laid there touching each other gently and kissing; lost in the moment and in each others eyes.
Slowly we had began to remove each others cloths until we were naked and still we just kissed and touched each other until my fingers were sliding in to her soft warm wet pussy.
Stroking the insides of her chamber gently had her panting almost instantly until she had straddled my body and thrust her hips down on to my cock engulfing the entire length of my dick until I was buried deeper than I ever had been.
Slowly we had begun to move against each other, taking time to get reacquainted with each others bodies. It had felt like a year since I had been with her and I didn’t want to rush the amazing feeling that was coursing through me.
“You feel so amazing,” I panted as her hands came to rest on my chest to steady herself.
“Mmmm Jeff you feel so hard,” She purred as her long black painted nails dug in to my chest causing me to flinch from the pain.
Sliding up and down over my cock; her movements intense and slow as I watched her body moving seemed to turn me harder than I thought possible.
Sweat encased both of our naked panting bodies as she raked her nails down the flesh of my upper torso; drawing blood as she went.
I had wanted her to feel the control of this after everything that she had told me but seeing the way she was moving, watching her body as she thrust down on to me was almost too much to bear and I was flipping her.
Before she turned on to her back; I stopped her body until she was lying out on her side. Guiding my hand to move her top leg in to a bent position, I grabbed my cock and eased myself into her and was instantly rewarded to a tight thrust.
“Mmmm!” She purred softly as my hand slid under her neck and the other moved to her pussy. “Oh yes…mmm baby right there,” She panted as my fingers dove deep feeling my cock as I pumped in to her still in the soft and steady pace that we had picked.
The Mp-3 player continued to play as I listened to her breathing heavily, the sound of the Kid Rock song that was playing seemed to wrap around me leaving me more than painfully aware that this was exactly how I felt about this girl.
Up and down that lonely road of faith
I have been there
Unprepared for the storms and the tides that rise
I've realized one thing, how much I love you
And it hurts to see, to see you cryin'
I believe we can make it through the winds of change
And if you just hold on, I wont let ya fall
I won’t let you fall no
We can make it through the storms
and the winds of change
Though I walk through the valley of darkness
I am not afraid
Cause I know I'm not alone
And if the wind blows east, would you follow me
And if the wind blows north, would ya stay your course
And if the wind blows west, would ya second guess
And if it blows to the south, would you count me out
And if the sun don't shine, would you still be mine
And if the sky turns grey, would you walk away
Would you say I do, if I say I'll be
And walk this road through life with me
You know I love youuuuuu
On this lonely road of faith
On this lonely road of faith
Watching her body moving against my thrusts, the way her flat toned stomach tightened and constricted as she kept the pace that we had set, the way her chest rose and fell rapidly in time to her shortness of breath.
“Ron!” I growled low in my throat in to her ear.
“Jeff!” She panted sliding her hand down the front of her own body and slipping in to her pussy; finding my fingers instantly and helping me stroke the walls of her pussy as my cock drove in to her deeply.
“I-I…oh fuck Ron I love you!” I growled desperately and instantly she stopped moving against me, stopped her fingers from moving with my own.
Turning her head to look at me, her eyes blazing with tears and uncertainty as I quickly withdrew from inside her and turned her on to her back.
Moving in between her legs and looked down at her; seeing the shock on her beautiful features as she panted out of control.
“W-What did you j-just s-say?” She stumbled.
“I love you…I have always…from the moment I first saw you I knew that I was going to completely loose myself in you and the more I got to know you the more I realized that was true and seeing you going down in that ring tonight; it just made me realize how much I am in love with you,”
“B-But…w-we haven’t b-been together a-all that l-long…”
“Doesn’t make it any less true! Look Ron I know that after everything that you have been through; it may take you a little longer to feel what I am feeling but I needed you to…”
“I love you too,” She whispered her eyes never once leaving my own as she ran her hands up my arms and curling them around my head softly letting her fingers rung through my hair.
“You do?”
“Mmhmm! I tried to tell myself that I didn’t…that I don’t but when we had that argument I knew that I had done the one thing that I had said that I never would again…and that was fall for you; I love you Jeff!”
Just with those 4 little words I felt like I could walk on air, the happiness that spread through me wasn’t like anything I had ever experienced and before I could say anything else she had her long toned legs wrapped around me and drawing my cock back in to her.
Our eyes staying locked in the same way that our bodies were locked we began to move slowly against each other, the desire, the love, the connection that we had always shared began to rise past anything that we had ever felt and I was drowning out of reality in to the safety and love that her beautiful eyes offered.
Cameron’s POV;
Jeff loved me; I didn’t think I could feel more happy than I did right in this moment. Watching as his eyes stayed focused solely on mine as he made love to me with an intensity that we had never had before.
The sweat creased his brow as he slid his hands under my body and up to my shoulders; holding me tightly against his sweating chiseled frame we moved as one our bodies coming together in every way.
“Tighten your legs around me beautiful,” He whispered in to my ear causing my entire body to shudder from the inside out.
Doing as he asked my legs tightened around his waist and instantly I was rewarded to the friction of his cock pushing in to me and dragging out at an agonizingly slow pace.
The feel of his hands pushing my shoulders down to meet his thrusts set a new slightly faster pace as sparks of pleasure began to ignite through my veins causing me to see stars.
Bringing his head to my shoulders he bit down on my flesh causing me to draw him in to a faster pace, desperation was igniting inside me as the sound of his moaning flowed in to my ear and through every inch of my body.
“Mmmm, ooohhhh, aaahhhh, fuck yes…Ron!” He groaned softly as he still pushed my shoulders down causing my entire body to move against his thrusting.
I could feel my pussy getting more and more wet with every slam that he inflicted on me and before I was aware of it happening I was constricting violently around his hard thick shaft as he continued to make love to me like he never had.
“Jeff, Jeff, Jeff, Jjjjjeeefffff!” I panted as pleasure took me to places where I was seeing vibrant flashes of light before my eyes.
My back began to arch from the bed, my legs tightened harder around his waist and my nails scraped down the flesh of his back causing him to shudder and flinch slightly under the pain that I was inflicting on him.
Biting down hard on my flesh caused my release to reach new agonizing heights that I had never reached before and then it was happening for him too; I could feel him unloading all that he had to offer inside me and his body shuddered and twitched madly.
“Ron, Ron, Ron…oh fuck baby…RRROOONNN!” He roared out of him hungrily before sinking his teeth deep in to my flesh causing pleasure and pain to slam together in a force so violent that I could feel myself passing out from the sheer force.
The next thing I was aware of was Jeff placing his lips to mine and I was instantly back in the land of the living and looking in to his amazing steely green eyes that always held the power to leave me feeling safe and protected from anything that I had ever experienced.
“You ok princess?” He whispered pulling back from me as the feel of his cock throbbing against my insides seemed to leave me feeling like I was burning in the sweat that had encompassed both of our bodies.
“T-That w-was…my God Jeff…I have n-never felt anything like that before,”
“Me either gorgeous,” He smiled softly as he placed his lips to my forehead and slowly slid out of my pussy; leaving my entire body shuddering as wave upon wave of pleasure coursed through me.
“If that was what make up sex is like then we should argue more often,” I smiled as he collapsed down next to me.
”No! I hated every minute of not talking to you. Ron I missed you much more than I thought it was possible to miss someone,”
“I know me too,” I admitted honestly.
It was true not talking to him had left my heart feeling like it was ripped in 2 and there had been nothing that could heal it. All I had wanted to do was call him, to tell him that I missed him, that I needed him to be a part of my life, that I was sorry for loosing my cool with him but my pride had refused to allow me to do that.
Jeff’s POV;
Feeling her body sinking in to the mattress of the bed, as she turned on to her side and looked at me, I turned my own body so that I was facing her, watching her, drowning in her beautiful dark brown eyes.
Everything that I could ever want or need was lying watching me, smiling at me and reaching her hand out to my arm where she held on to me tightly.
“You missed me?” I asked unaware of how she had really felt when we had fallen out.
“More than I had ever allowed myself to miss anyone,” She admitted her eyes staying focused solely on my own.
“Did you miss Steven when you left?” I asked wanting to know how she had felt about him; had she loved him?
“I missed being with someone but no…I didn’t miss him as a person,” She replied keeping her eyes on my own.
“Did you love him?”
”In the beginning I did…I thought that I would love him forever but towards the end all I felt was hate and disappointment…”
“Disappointment?”
“Yeah; he wasn’t the man I had thought he was. When we first started dating it was like we were meant to be you know; like he had been made for me and me alone but then when we moved in with one another and had CT with us; it was like a switch going off and he changed in to this monster…”
“When was the first that he hit you?”
“We had been out at my Mom & Dad’s for thanksgiving and he was complaining the whole ride home about CT crying the whole time we had been there, then when we got in to the house CT was still crying and fussing, Steven told me to put him to bed and when I did he just laid in to me; telling me that I needed to get better control of our son,”
“Was it bad?”
”Excuse me?”
”Was it a bad beating?” I asked as she reached behind her for the smokes and handed me one before lighting her own.
“No…Steven was…is a clever man…”
”What does that mean?” I asked as she placed the ashtray between our naked bodies and swirled the tip around the walls of it.
“He would never hit me anywhere that couldn’t be covered up…the first time he hit me was a punch to the stomach and when I fell over winded he kicked me a couple of times…all in places that could be covered,”
“And it just continued after that?”
“Yeah pretty much; always in places that could be covered by cloths,” She informed me. “It was easy for him to act like he was the doting partner and Father ‘cos he had basically cut me off from everyone, he chose my friends, he chose when I talked to my family and he chose what I did with my life and that was being a stay at home Mom,”
“I can’t imagine what that must have been like,”
“It was difficult; but I coped the best way I knew how…”
”Which was?”
“Music; I have always loved music, but when I was with Steven it seemed to be the only thing keeping me going that and CT…”
”Did he ever hit CT?”
“No; not once; he yelled at him a couple of times but he never raised his hand to him,”
“I can’t…I knew that there was something in your past but I had no idea that it was this,”
“How were you to know if I didn’t open up to you?” She asked smiling softly as she placed her cigarette to her lips and inhaled deeply.
“I know but I should have known…you’re not the type of person that keeps things to themselves without good reason, I should have just trusted that and not pushed…”
“Forget about it baby; it’s in the past you know now and that is the most important thing right?”
“It really is and I am going to make sure that you and CT are safe, there is no way that this asshole is going to get near you again ok?”
“I know babe; I always knew that I could trust you…”
”You amaze me!”
”How so?” She asked shocked as her eyes moved to my own and watched me closely.
“Your ability to carry on, the way you can still trust after everything that you have been through…not many women could do that…”
“Jeff don’t try and make me in to something I’m not; I was still weak and the thought of Steven being back in my life is causing my entire body to feel like I am living on a knives edge, I’m not strong…”
”That’s bullshit! You walked away, you left everything that you knew behind you, you moved out of his radar, you covered your tracks, and you built a life for you and CT that takes more guts than you are giving yourself credit for,”
“Maybe,”
“No maybes baby; you have my respect and I know that Matt and Shannon respect you too, so just push all those thoughts to the back of your head ok?”
Nodding her head she looked less than convinced but I could make her see that she was everything that Steven had made her believe that she wasn’t and given enough time, I would build her in to the woman that she wanted to be, the woman that she had worked so hard to become; the woman that Randy Orton had tried to destroy tonight by doing what he had done.
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 3, 2008 17:53:11 GMT -6
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Chapter 21;
2 DAYS LATER; CAMERON AIRPORT;
Amber’s POV;
Standing in the airport with Shifty, CT, Shane and The Bullet people had begun to stare and I could feel Shifty shifting around uncomfortably next to me.
CT had been happy that he didn’t have to go to school but was confused as to what was going on. We had talked and decided that it would be best coming from Cam than any of us so all we had, had to do was wait for my friend to come home.
I had called Leland and informed him on what was happening; instantly he had offered to fly out when Cam came home, to which I had agreed happily. I had a feeling that things were going to get bad for my friend and I would need all the support and help that I needed, so Leland had asked for time off from work to be told by Beth that they couldn’t spare him.
Instantly I was left wondering how our relationship was ever going to work with the whole distance thing becoming more and more of an issue.
I had confided in Shifty who had been amazing; telling me to give it time, that long term relationships took time to adjust too, after being with Leland every day for as long as we had been together it was obvious that it was going to take some time getting used too.
I had agreed but then there was the way I was feeling about him too; every time we were alone together it felt like I was drowning in him, the connection I felt to him was stronger than anything that I had ever felt but it was obvious that he saw me as his friend and nothing more when he had given me the advice that he had about Leland.
“MOM!” CT took off; racing through the crowds towards where his Mom, Jeff, Matt and Shannon had just cleared the door.
“Hey big man,” Cam hugged him tightly; holding him close to her she refused to let him go, as she placed kiss after kiss to his head before looking up to where we were stood waiting for them.
“Mom I have been having the best time with Uncle Seth, Shane and Bullet,” CT confessed enthusiastically.
“Good I am glad baby,” She replied as the 5 of them began to walk over to where we were stood. Letting go of CT who was instantly on Matt’s back, she moved to Seth and fell in to his arms.
“You ok honey?” He asked kissing her head affectionately.
“I’ve been better! Just tell me that you haven’t seen him?” She asked pulling back and looking at her older brother.
“Not a sign,” He replied holding her close to him.
“Thank God for small mercies I guess,” She sighed relenting to the death defying hug that Shifty held her in until she was giggling softly. “Dude I need to breathe,”
“I am just glad to have you back in front of me; safe and out of harms reach,” He said finally letting go of her slightly but keeping her in his hold.
I knew that he was fiercely protective of his little sister; especially after all that she had been through but Cam was tough she knew how to protect herself.
Having been training with Jeff and Matt or Shannon for the past year she had quickly surpassed them and gone on to boxing and mixed martial arts; building her reputation which was steadily growing in the fighting circle.
Steven would have a fight on his hands if he thought that he could just come and take CT; Cameron wasn’t the same girl who he had beaten down all those years ago and for that I was grateful.
Jeff’s POV;
I watched as Ron moved out of her brothers arms and moved to Shane and the Bullet to thank them for looking after her son while she had been stuck in LA.
We had tried to get a flight back sooner than what we had tickets for but there had been nothing available and we had, had to sit it out and wait.
I had watched as she basically crumbled before my eyes; she hardly ate; preferring to pick at her food, she was loosing weight at a rapid rate. With her sleep pattern broken from nightmares until she refused to sleep at all; drinking vast amounts of coffee to keep her awake; she was basically surviving on cigarettes and caffeine and it was easy to see that her nerves were shot.
Without 2 mugs back to back first thing in the morning she would suffer from the worst case of the shakes that I had ever seen but I was hoping that now we were home in Cameron she would calm down and get back in to some kind of pattern.
The sound of my phone ringing interrupted my train of thought and as I glanced at the caller ID to see Vince’s name flashing waiting to be answered.
“Hello?” I answered cautiously.
”Jeff?” His powerful voice barked down the line.
”Yes,”
”Ahh Jeff I am glad I caught you. I wanted to talk to you about Cameron,”
”What about her?”
”We have been inundated with calls about her; people want to know who she is, how she is?”
“She’s fine now that she is home sir,”
“I would completely understand if you wanted a fight with Randy set up in light of what happened?” He said the ever opportunist.
“Yes I really would,”
“At the Royal Rumble you will have that fight son! Some of the executives and I have been talking about Cameron…” He said instantly launching the conversation the way he wanted it.
“Yes?” I asked cautiously as we all seemed to move towards the baggage area to grab up our bags so that we could get home.
“We’d like her to become a part of the story between you and Randy?”
”No way!” I said instantly without thought.
“It would be a very good story son and it would catapult your career through the roof…”
”You want me to capitalize on the fact that my girlfriend is in danger?” I asked in disbelief; I knew that Vince was manipulative but I had never taken him for being this cold.
“She isn’t in that much danger…”
Anger flushed through me as I kissed her cheek softly and moved away from the others so that I could give him a piece of my mind in private.
”You have absolutely no idea what you are talking about Vince! That guy that Randy had in the ring the other night; was the man who Cameron used to live with; he beat her, he abused her in ways that I am not even comfortable talking about let alone thinking about. And now because of Randy’s pettiness he is back in her life…you do realize that she has every right to sue don’t you?”
“I had, had no idea!” Vince said instantly the tone in his voice changing to a more understanding tone and he sighed heavily before talking again. “Jeff I can promise you that Randy will be reprimanded for this…”
”Not before I get in to the ring with him!” I said stubbornly.
“You’re sure this is what you want?”
“It is about time someone taught him a lesson. Vince you know as well as I do, as well as anyone knows that since he got Cena’s belt he has become insufferable, well I am sorry but that stops and it stops with what he has done to Cameron!”
“I completely understand! I will get the notice out about the rumble and get the preparations done on the match, then I will get back to you in a couple of days ok?”
“Thanks Vince!” I said looking over at my girl as she laughed with Shannon and Shane; looking like any other normal 24 year old hanging out with her friends but I knew that underneath that bravado she was scared and she was barely hanging on by a thread.
And that was all down to Randy Orton and there was nothing that would stop me in my goal to make him pay for what he had done to her.
BACK AT THE HOUSE;
Seth’s POV;
I could see that Cam’s friends were worried for her; the way they were watching her closely, refusing to leave her alone as she helped carry the luggage in to the house.
Jeff had announced that he was staying at the house with us; in an instant I knew without a doubt that he was head over heels in love with my sister.
I had known it before but seeing them together now it was more than obvious that their connection was building past anything that they had thought would happen and most probably more than anything that they had ever felt with anyone else.
Stealing a glance at Amber as she moved towards the kitchen to make the coffee that Cam had requested, I was left wondering if we would ever feel anything like that.
Over the course of the past couple of days, I had been sure that I was feeling a spark that wasn’t completely one sided.
Was it possible that she was feeling what I was feeling?
Or was she just lonely?
I knew that Leland had offered to fly in when he had heard what had happened with Cam but due to his work commitments he hadn’t been able to follow through on the plan.
Amber had confessed that she thought it was just Beth trying to cause problems because she thought the woman didn’t like her but how could this Beth woman not like her?
Everyone who came in to contact with Amber loved her; it was just the way Amber was. Her personality was addictive in ways that left me feeling more than out of my depth, her sense of humor was off the chart and I found that we laughed more and more with every passing day.
The truth was I was falling for her but I knew that for the moment what I was feeling had to be completely one sided but I knew that it was just a matter of time.
When I had first gotten here she was always talking about Leland, how much she missed him, how she wondered what he was doing and if he missed her half as much as she was missing him but lately his name was being mentioned less and less.
Was I crazy in thinking that, that could mean what I wanted it to mean?
Moving in to the kitchen behind her, my eyes found her easily without an effort as she stood by the kettle waiting for it to boil for the coffee.
”You ok honey?” I asked leaning against the island in the centre of the kitchen.
“I am! I am just glad that she is back here you know?”
“I know me too! But I meant are you ok; ‘cos I know that Leland should have been getting in today too?”
“There is no point in throwing a hissy fit…it is what it is you know?”
“No one could blame you for being upset sweetie,” I offered as I handed her a cigarette and lit my own.
“No I know but I refuse to sink just because he can’t come in one time,” She said holding her head high.
“Well if you need to talk…I am here ok?”
”Thanks Seth I really appreciate that,” She smiled at me causing my heart to race off at 5 times its normal speed and my knees threatened to give way from under me.
“Anytime,” I replied as the sound of the others heading towards where we were talking quietly.
Instantly the room was bursting with bodies causing my eyes to be torn away from Amber as she turned to the kettle and continued to pour up everyone’s drinks.
I could see that she was struggling with the absence of her man but I would do anything I could to ensure that she was ok, that she didn’t have to struggle alone.
If I was meant to only be her friend then so be it because walking away from her, not having her in my life at all just wasn’t an option no more.
Cameron’s POV;
On the drive back here I had seen the way that Jeff was gripping to me tighter than necessary. I knew that he was worried about me but this was something different.
Once I had been handed my mug of coffee from Amber, I reached for Jeff’s hand and led him out on to the decking at the back of the house, closing the door behind me to ensure that we got some privacy.
”Ok spill it!” I said as we both sat down on the same lounger and huddled together; taking comfort from one another’s bodies.
“Sorry? What?” He asked resting his chin on my shoulder as one arm snaked around my waist while his other hand held on to his mug of coffee.
“What’s bugging you Mr. Hardy?” I asked resting my head against his.
“Nothing…”
”Lie!” I said turning to look at him and when his eyes wouldn’t meet mine I knew for a fact that he was hiding something from me. “Look at me Jeff?”
”It’s nothing Ron,”
“Jeff what did we talk about in LA?” I asked causing his eyes to finally meet mine. “That we would never keep anything from each other again and here you are breaking that promise,”
“Vince called me,” He sighed as I sipped at my coffee but my eyes remained focused on him.
”What for? What did he want?”
“To ask if I wanted to fight Randy…”
”And you said?” I asked instantly my panic was rising because I knew the answer without needing to hear the words.
“I said of course…we are going to fight at the Rumble in a couple of weeks,”
“Jeff please don’t do that on…”
“He’s not getting away with it Ron; so please don’t think you can talk me out of this! I am going to make sure that I bring a world of pain to him,” His tone was determined and I knew there was absolutely no talking him out of it.
“All right,” I sighed heavily reaching in to my pocket for my smokes and handing him one before lighting my own.
“He said that they have been inundated with calls from fans wanting to know who you were and how you are,” He informed me causing me to feel a flutter in my stomach. “He even suggested doing a story with you, me and Randy!”
“I-I…I don’t want that Jeff!” I panicked quickly.
“No I know and I told him that absolutely no way was that going to happen,” He soothed reaching his free hand behind my head and pulling me back to him. “I promise you Ron, that I will keep you safe and I know in my gut that, that kind of story isn’t going to help the situation,”
“Thank you,” I whispered letting my forehead rest against his and feeling safe and protected from what the world had just thrown at me.
“No need to thank me beautiful! You’re safety and happiness is all that matters to me,”
Our eyes stayed focused on each other as we both turned silent and sipped at our coffee and smoked our cigarettes.
Being home, I knew that I would feel better about things and I had been right, I was calm; I was at peace, and I was feeling more at ease with everything.
I knew that if Steven found us here I had a fighting chance of coming out of this alive because he didn’t know the area, he didn’t know the house and he didn’t know me anymore, I wasn’t the same girl who would lay down and just take whatever he threw at me.
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Post by Mistress Angie on Sept 3, 2008 19:56:50 GMT -6
Wonderful update!!!! I cant' wait for Jeff to kick Randy's scummy ass!!!!!!!
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 8, 2008 7:37:53 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 22;
LATER THAT NIGHT;
Corey-Taylor’s POV;
Some of my friends from school dropped off my homework yesterday and because I wasn’t sure what my Mom was planning on doing, I had set about doing it because now that she was home I was pretty sure that she would be sending me back to school come the beginning of the week.
Deciding that I needed a break; I moved out of my room towards the living room where the door was closed just as I was about to turn the handle and walk in to the room I heard Jeff talking.
“That fucking asshole isn’t getting away with it guys,”
It wasn’t often that Jeff swore but when he did it usually meant that he was angrier than I had thought he was capable of being. But unlike my Dad; Mom didn’t have to worry about Jeff hitting her.
I had always known that there was something wrong with the relationship that my Parent’s had, had. When we had lived with him, our house would turn in to a war zone every night and I would sit in my room listening to my Mom screaming for him to stop but he never did.
“Well we got your back dude. Randy Orton is gonna get what is coming to him…” Shannon said.
I liked Shannon; he was funny but then again all my Mom’s friends were funny, I loved hanging out with them and they always made me feel like I was a part of the fun that they had.
“Damn straight he will! Vince called me earlier…”
”What? What did he want?” Matt asked.
“To see if I wanted a fight with Orton…so come the Rumble it is gonna be just me and him in the ring and I swear to God he is going down!” Jeff was fierce when it came to my Mom. No matter what he was always there for not just her but for me too and since we had left LA I felt like I finally had a Dad.
“And what about Steven?” My Uncle Seth asked quietly.
What about my Dad?
What were they bringing his name up for?
“I don’t know…all I know is that now he has found me; he won’t let it just go!” My Mom replied her voice barely a whisper at the mention of my Dad.
Dad had found her?
What would that mean?
How had he managed to find her?
Turning on my heel I moved back to my bedroom and closed the door. Turning down my Mom’s Disturbed CD. I loved my Mom she was cool where my friends Parent’s were slightly out dated and behind the times but my Mom had the best taste in music and she always let me borrow her CD’s.
I knew that my friends were slightly jealous of how fun my Mom was, and the fact that I got to hang out with some of the best wrestlers ever.
Signing in to the internet, I pulled up the search engine that I always used and typed in WWE and waited for the pages to load up.
Clicking on the first page I opened up the message board and scrolled through the threads until I found a thread titled; who was that girl? Sensing that it had something to do with my Mom, I opened it and began to read through the pages and pages of comments.
Some of the comments were nasty and mean as they talked about my Mom being Jeff’s girlfriend, when had that gotten out?
The last I knew was that I wasn’t allowed to mention Jeff or the others in front of Randy because of what he had told my Mom about what would happen if he ever found out that she and Jeff were dating.
Using a guest profile I quickly typed a question; could some1 tell me wot happened?
Minimizing the page, I went back to doing my homework and waited for a reply to come. My mind wasn’t really on the work in front of me anymore; all I could think about was the fact that my Dad had actually found my Mom and I didn’t know what that meant.
Would I have to see him?
Would he make her life as miserable as he had?
Would he make me see him?
I know that I didn’t want anything to do with him; as far as I was concerned I didn’t have a Father, the man that he was, wasn’t the type of man I wanted in my life.
I was fiercely protective of my Mom after all that we had been through, after everything that she had done to ensure that I was safe, I would do whatever I had to make sure that she was safe.
People said that I was pretty grown up for my age but I had, had to grow up real quick when we left. Having to remember the new names that my Mom picked out for us whenever we moved, having to remember not to tell anyone about where we came from, what had brought us to the new town she chose.
It had been tough going but my Mom had been everything to me for so long that my loyalty lay with her and her alone. I didn’t owe my Father a thing.
Pulling the page back up, I refreshed it and was rewarded to a reply of someone telling me exactly what had happened. I could feel my blood running cold as I realized that in fact my Dad had found her and that could possibly mean that we were on the move again.
I didn’t want to move, I didn’t want to leave all of this behind, I was finally settled here, I had friends, I had made the soccer team and I liked my Mom’s friends.
Why did he have to ruin everything?
Why did he have to come back?
Didn’t he understand that we wanted nothing to do with him?
Didn’t he understand that we were doing fine without him?
The sound of knocking on my bedroom door caused me to quickly close the page that I had been looking at and move to the door, turning the lock I pulled the door open to see my Mom smiling at me.
“Hey baby,”
“Hey,”
“Can I come in? There is some stuff that I want to talk to you about,” She said remaining on the other side of the door watching me.
“Sure,” Pulling the door open a little wider, she said thank you and moved in to the room, closing the door slightly behind her and followed me to the bed where she sat facing me.
I could see the worry on her face; see that she was scared about telling me that my Dad had found us. I fell back against my pillows and watched her as she moved so that she was lying next to me.
Cameron’s POV;
I couldn’t believe how nervous I felt about this. I had known that I was going to have to tell him about Steven finding us but I hadn’t counted on it being this difficult.
Lying next to him we both stared at the roof; lost in our own thoughts. Reaching for his hand I held it close to my stomach and took a deep breath.
“CT the thing is…”
”Yes?” He asked turning his head to look at me as he gripped on to my hand tightly.
“I won’t be working with Randy anymore; so first thing first we don’t have to hide the fact that I am with Jeff anymore,”
“Good I am glad! I never liked Randy,” He admitted.
“I’ll let you in on a little secret; I never did either,” I smiled at him as I took a deep breath. “Secondly the reason that I didn’t want you in school this week…”
”Yes?”
”On the pay per view that just passed; Randy…he had uhm…he found your Dad and told him where he could find me,”
“I know…”
”How did you…? How could you have…? Who told you?” I asked turning on to my side to watch him closely.
“I over heard you guys talking in the living room; then I went on the computer and did a search,”
”CT you shouldn’t have…”
”Why not? It’s my Dad; this involves me too…” He replied his eyes blazing with a stubbornness that I knew he had inherited from me.
“You want to see him?” I asked feeling the panic rising in me again at the thought of CT wanting his Dad to be a part of his life.
“Are you kidding? I would rather eat sweetcorn than have anything to do with him,”
CT hated his vegetables but he would eat them to make me happy but the one thing that he refused to touch was sweetcorn and I knew in that instant that he really did want nothing to do with Steven and for that reason alone I felt my body relax.
“So what is going to happen now Mom?” He asked looking to me for the answers that I didn’t have.
“I don’t know son! I really don’t…”
“Are we leaving?”
”No…” I replied and instantly the smile was on his face and it was the most genuine smile I had ever seen. “I see you’re happy about that,”
“I really am! I like it here Mom; I like my friends, I like being on the soccer team and I like your friends and I really like Jeff,”
“I’m glad about that baby, I know that everyone likes you too especially Jeff,”
Jeff had told me about how much he was impressed by my son and now that he knew the truth he said he was even more impressed but not just with my son but with me too and the obvious amazing job I had done in raising my boy alone.
Jeff’s POV;
Standing in the hallway listening to Mother and son talking about all the things that they had been through to get to this point in their lives. I couldn’t feel more proud of them if I wanted too.
Ron had survived this far alone but now she wasn’t alone she had more friends and support than she knew what to do with and I knew that it was a little overwhelming for her.
“Mom?” CT asked softly.
”Yeah baby?”
“Do you think that it would be ok…if I called Jeff…”
”Baby you know you can call him anytime…”
“No I didn’t mean that…I mean do you think that I could call him…Dad?”
Instantly I could feel a lump forming in the back of my throat. I hadn’t expected to hear that but something inside made it feel more right than anything else.
“I-I…I don’t know baby!” I could hear how taken aback Ron was by her son’s question but she had nothing to worry about I would be honored to have CT call me Dad but I didn’t want them to know that I was eavesdropping on their private conversation. “I will talk to him and see what he says; is that ok with you big man?”
“Mmhmm! I really like him Mom; I think he is good for you…you’ve been different since…”
”How so?”
”You just seem to be more in control of things and you are much calmer, not always looking over our shoulders with him and I think that is a good thing. Steven never made you smile the way that Jeff makes you smile,”
“You’re absolutely right…Steven never…Jeff is…” Her voice trailed off in to nothing and I knew that it was difficult for her to admit her feelings.
After being alone for such a long time that being vulnerable with a man wasn’t going to just click in to place; it would take time for her to get used to having all this support and I wanted to make it as easy as I could for her.
“We’re talking about pizza for tea what do you say?” Ron asked her boy.
“Pizza! Yay!” Much like his Mom; pizza was his favorite food and would quite happily live on it much like Ron.
Smiling I cleared my throat and moved towards the bathroom near the back of the house. Glancing in to the room, I smiled at the 2 of them lying out on CT’s bed and carried on walking not wanting to invade.
A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER;
Matt’s POV;
Everyone was fed and feeling slightly sleepy after the large pizzas that we had consumed. Cam was lying with her head placed against Jeff’s stomach as he stretched out on the sofa.
Amber was leaning against Shifty’s chest as they snuggled down on the other sofa; what was it between those 2? They looked more than comfortable in each others arms; they looked like they fitted together; almost like 2 pieces of a puzzle coming together.
CT was lying on his back on the floor, staring at the ceiling his hand rubbing over his full stomach.
Shannon, Shane, Bullet and myself were flaked out on the chairs and floor ready to burst from the amount we had eaten.
I watched as Cam rolled around on to her side and reaching to the coffee table for her smokes and threw out to those who smoked before lighting her own.
“Matty could you crank that window?” She asked smiling directly at me causing my heart to flutter madly.
Careful Matt! I told myself as I smiled and moved to do as she asked. You can’t afford to let yourself fall for this girl. She was completely off limits; she is with my brother and that means a completely no go area.
But I couldn’t seem to stop myself as her eyes sparkled at me as she inhaled deeply on her cigarette and held it deep inside her before blowing smoke rings around the room.
“Thanks dude,” She said before letting her head fall back against my brother’s stomach.
“You’re welcome,” I replied as she took the comfort from my little brother who gave it without question.
“Mom?” CT asked from the floor where he had taken up residence on the space next to the sofa where his Mom lay in the arms of the love of her life.
I knew that what I was feeling was stupid because there was no doubt that she belonged with my brother but damn it, I couldn’t help it.
“Yeah baby?” She asked moving and peering over the side of Jeff’s legs down to her son who was staring up at her already.
“Can we get a dog?” He asked.
“What? Where did that come from?”
”I was just thinking is all…most of my friends have dogs and I would like one too,”
“I don’t know CT it’s a big responsibility…”
”Please? I will look after it; I will feed it and take it for walks…” CT pleaded causing me to smile.
I remembered when Jeff and I had pleaded with our own Father for a dog and how we would do all that CT had just promised but it had been our Dad who had taken care of the dog once we got it.
“I’ll think about it ok?”
”Thanks Mom you’re the best,”
Unlike most only children, CT didn’t badger his Mom for an answer; he was happy with his Mom’s word that she would think about it and that was just a credit to how well Cam had been doing in raising her son alone.
But she wasn’t alone no more and we would all do whatever we could to help her and I knew I wasn’t just talking about me.
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Post by Mistress Angie on Sept 8, 2008 8:42:36 GMT -6
Fantastic update!!! Loved th emotion
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 12, 2008 8:12:03 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 23;
LATER THAT NIGHT;
Cameron’s POV;
Sitting at my vanity desk removing my make up, I was aware of Jeff watching me closely. Looking to the bed where he was lying through the mirror to indeed find him lying with his arms folded behind his head watching me intently.
”What?” I smiled as I rubbed the night cream in to my face and began to brush my long hair in to a ponytail.
“Just thinking how beautiful you are,”
”Awe you charmer!” I giggled softly tying my hair back and placing my brush on to the wood of the desk and moving to the bed.
Pulling the covers back I crawled under and snuggled in to his side, where he instantly wrapped me up and held me close as he kissed the top of my head.
“Not a charmer; just honest!”
”Honestly babe; I am a mess without my make up…”
”I don’t want to hear that! You look more beautiful than ever without your make up,” He replied without thought.
“I’ll agree to disagree,” I looked up at him and smiled as he brushed his lips over mine softly. “What were we talking about?”
“I was just gonna ask you how you feel now that you are home?” He smiled as he winked at me.
“I feel much calmer, I feel like I am in total control you know?”
”I’m glad baby! And I meant every word I said earlier; I will make sure that Randy Orton pays for what he has done to you,” He repeated what he had said earlier.
“I know you will,”
“I love you baby,” He whispered softly.
”I love you too,” I replied and instantly the smile was on his handsome face causing me to smile too. “You like hearing that huh?”
“More than you know,” He chuckled softly as I slowly let my head fall down on to his chest.
“There is something that I want to talk to you about babe,”
“Ut oh this sounds serious,” He said sliding down the bed until he was level with my face.
”It kind of is! I didn’t…I had no idea that…”
”What is it princess?” He asked gently cupping my face in to his hands; his eyes blazing with a fierceness that always left me feeling cocooned from the world.
I really had no idea of how to do this; CT had more than floored me with his admission that he would like to call Jeff Dad; but wasn’t it too soon?
“Ron?” He pressed a little more softly but still managing to leave me crashing to earth with a bump.
“I was talking to CT earlier…the thing is he doesn’t want anything to do with Steven…”
”That’s a good thing right?”
“Yeah…oh God yeah it really is! What I am trying to say is that…he told me that he doesn’t want to see Steven but the question he asked me was…”
”I know…”
”You do?”
”Yeah I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but I was heading to the toilet and I didn’t want to interrupt your talk with him and I heard him asking…”
”How do you feel about that? I mean if it is going to make you uncomfortable then there is no need to say…”
”Ron?” He smiled as his thumb wiped over my cheek bone firmly causing me to break out in shivers. “I would be honored to have him call me Dad…don’t you see how much I love that kid? I swear I don’t think that I could love him more if he were my own!”
“Thank you Jeff; CT is going to be psyched to hear the news,”
“No need to thank me sweetheart; he is a real credit to you…there is no way that I could love you and not him,” He whispered softly running his hand around my head and pulling me to him.
The feel of his lips smoothly brushing over my own seemed to spark something primal inside me and I was left with nothing but a calmness that everything was going to work out for the best.
I wasn’t stupid enough to think that it was going to be an easy fix but with Jeff by my side, with Amber, Seth, Matt, Shannon, Shane and Bullet by my side I knew that I was going to be much better equipped than I had been all those years ago.
Jeff’s POV;
The feel of her complete submission never failed to fuel me for her in ways that I had never experienced with anyone. There was absolutely no doubt in my head that I was going to love this woman until the day I died.
Sliding my hand down her back softly until I was grabbing her ass and pulling her to me; where she always seemed to fit so perfectly; like she had been made to be with me and only me.
Desperation began to kick in as we tore frantically at each others cloths until we were naked and panting out of control in a way that still shocked me every time it took over my body.
“I want you so bad,” I growled running my hands up her sides until they were entwined in her long smooth locks of hair and I was drowning out of reality in to her amazing eyes.
“I want you too,” She purred copying my movements and running her hands through my hair until I could feel my entire body shivering in time with her own.
“Turn over for me beautiful,” I ordered as my dominant side took over.
Smiling sweetly at me she turned over; happy to be dominated for the time being. Sliding my hands up her legs; I slowly began to guide her until she was lying completely flat face down on the bed.
Straddling her amazing frame for the time being as I watched her body panting trying to catch up with her breath as it raced away from her. Slowly moving my head to her shoulder blades I traced my lips over the top of her flesh making sure not to actually touch her and was rewarded to the chemistry sparking from my lips to the flesh on her back.
“Mmmm,” She purred softly as her entire body shuddered from the feel of my lips barely touching her exposed flesh and the feel of my breath on her skin.
“You like that?” I asked reaching for her hands and pinning them to the pillows above her head.
“Mmhmm,” She panted breathlessly.
Sliding my lips down the centre of her spine until I reached the dip that separated her back and her ass; nibbling on the flesh of one ass cheek had her flinch slightly as I slapped her other cheek playfully then slid back up her body.
Spreading her legs wide, I positioned myself in between her legs and pressed my full weight on to her body; using one hand to guide my cock in to her pussy.
A contented sigh escaping her lips as I slid all the way inside her; feeling the tight penetration and almost instantly the friction was building between us as I just held myself deep inside her; feeling my cock throbbing against her walls desperately.
”Jeff please,” She panted as my hands slid up her sides; up over her long toned arms until I was clasping my fingers through her own.
”Please what?” I whispered softly in to her ear where my head came to rest.
“Move!? I need to feel you fucking me…I need to feel you sliding in to me only to drag out…I need to feel the amazing feel of your cock screwing me like only you know how to,” She pleaded in a needy tone that told me she did in fact need all of those things.
Letting go of one of her hands, I moved it to her hair and pulled it from the flesh that I wanted to taste, running my tongue up the side of her neck as I began to drag my cock out of her only to screw back in to her forcefully.
“Better?” I grunted in to her ear as the feel of her insides molding around the entire length of my shaft felt better than I remembered.
”Oh fuck yes,” She panted as I slid my hands back in to hers and kept her pinned to the bed. “You feel so good; this feels so good!” She panted.
We had experienced sex with me being behind her but nothing like this; the tight friction that seemed to envelope both of us was almost more than I could bear as the feel of the skin around the bell end of my cock began to peel back over the tip of my cock.
“Ron…mmm you feel so God damn tight!” I growled biting down on her neck; letting my tongue swirl around the flesh as it tore, tasting her blood as she buried her face in the pillow and screamed out.
Driving in to her deeply; to drag out slowly and steadily careful not to slide in to the wrong opening had us both quickly building a sweat until I could literally feel her tensing towards release; pinning both her hands with one hand I slid my free hand down the side of her body until I was sliding under her stomach.
Continuing on my way down until my fingers were brushing against her hard tight clit and she was moaning out a little louder as I began to drag my fingers back and forth the tensed clit.
Feeling the pleasure closing in on her, I began to twirl the swollen bud between my thumb and forefinger until she was trying to quicken the movements in which I was driving my cock in to her but the position was a complete submissive position not giving her any chance of changing the way in which I was slowly screwing all the pleasure I could out of her.
“Jeff, Jeff, Jeff mmmm aaaahhhhh ooooohhhhh aaahhhhmmmmmm holy fuck don’t stop!” She pleaded with me and as I moved my lips to her ear and softly blew in to her she exploded so violently around me that my pace and force increased.
My cock bringing her closer and closer to oblivion as my fingers stimulated her clit in ways that had her biting down on the pillow as moan after moan escaped her beautiful lips.
“Keep cumming for me Ron,” I whispered so softly in to her ear that she was shivering from head to foot and it seemed to rocket through my veins until I was shuddering over the top of her back and unloading all that I had to offer in to her dripping wet pussy.
The feel of her juices slipping down my hand seemed to fuel me as I hammered in to her with a force that I was worried would scare her but she didn’t let anything like that show as she just let out long, delighted moans that seemed to rake through my body in ways that it never had before.
“Ron oh God yes…mmmmhhhhh fuck yes, yes, yes, yyyyyeeesssssss!” I growled out of me hungrily as I powered my way in and out of her so fast that she was turning more and more wet with every stroke that slammed in to her.
My release was rocking through me time and time again taking me straight to heaven and as I reached the peak; my cock dove in to her one last time and held perfectly still; getting the benefit of her violent constrictions around my shaft drawing every last drop out of me.
Slowly we began to come down from the high of release until all that was left was 2 panting bodies that were encased in a thick blanket of hot, sticky sweat.
But neither of us cared as we collapsed in to a heap panting and heaving trying to get our breaths back in to some kind of respectful rhythm but nothing seemed to be working as she snaked her arm over my stomach letting her fingers trace lightly over my sweating flesh.
And almost instantly I was good to go, turning her on to her back this time, I moved quickly in between her legs and slammed my cock all the way in to her.
“Again?” She gasped at the feel of how hard I was already.
“You’re too far away!” I growled pulling her body close to me but still she didn’t seem close enough, passion desire and hunger seemed to be unfulfilled as her hips moved against mine and we were both drawn in to a violent form of love making.
AN HOUR LATER;
Cameron’s POV;
Collapsing completely, exhausted and drained from the intensity of our love making session we were panting, we were sweating and I didn’t know about him but I was in serious danger of passing out from sheer pleasure.
“What the hell came over you?” I panted turning to look at him as my entire body felt like I had just been hit by a 10 ton truck.
“I-I…I just couldn’t…y-you seemed to be too far away!” He turned to look at me his eyes blazing with a hunger that rocked through my entire being. “You’re still…”
“No…Jeff I can’t have anymore sex; I am all kinds of sensitive down there and I think it would actually hurt if we…”
“Ok princess,” He replied letting his body finally collapse exhausted on the mattress of the bed.
Both of us staring at the ceiling as we tried to get our breaths back under some kind of respectable control.
“You’re ok though right?” He asked reaching his arm to my stomach. “I didn’t hurt you?”
”You always hurt me!” I smiled devilishly at him.
”What?” He asked his voice laced with concern instantly.
“You know you do,” I smiled. “I’m pretty sure I hurt you too,”
“Mmm now that you come to mention it,” He smiled moving his body towards mine and placing light feather kisses over my chest until he had reached my neck and finally my face where he pulled me in to a deep passionate lock.
“Mmmm,” I moaned in to him softly as he gently pulled me close to him and we just lay there for the longest time, kissing and holding one another closely.
Finally we broke apart only to collapse in to one another’s arms where I felt the safety and love building past anything that we had ever felt to one another before.
“You know I am so proud of how you have been handling this whole thing,” He whispered softly in to my ear as he held me close to him.
“Thank you…but in all honesty I have to thank you for helping me…”
”I haven’t done anything baby,”
“You have done more than you think handsome; just being here at my side is helping more than I can express,”
“Well you are welcome then,” He let out a low rumble of laughter as his lips pressed down on my head.
“I don’t know if putting CT back to school is a good idea though,” I admitted.
”Well why not keep him home until Monday and then see where your head is at…I mean it is only another 2 days until the end of the week anyway,”
“I guess you’re right,” I pondered softly.
”I usually am!”
”Oh and modest too!” I giggled as he slowly pushed me on to my back.
“I try my best but whatever you want to do I will support you no matter what,” His eyes staring down in to mine leaving me more than aware that this man was much more than I had first thought him to be and for that reason alone I knew that I could get through whatever was about to come my way in the form of Steven.
“Thank you,”
Resting his head against my own; the smile we shared was intimate and left me feeling more content than I thought possible.
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Post by Mistress Angie on Sept 12, 2008 9:31:25 GMT -6
Awwww Jeff's so sweet!!!! Great update ^_^
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 15, 2008 5:44:41 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 24;
THE FOLLOWING DAY;
Jeff’s POV;
Amber had to go down to Gas Chamber to deal with a client first thing this morning, so Shifty had gone with her to see about booking him in to get some work done by my friend.
I don’t know what it was but it looked more than likely that they were going to end up together. I had noticed that Leland’s name was being mentioned less and less around the house. Amber and Shifty seemed to be forming a tight bond and I had to admit that they looked good together.
Cameron was finally sleeping after days of being awake, so instead of waking her in my normal way, I gently and silently slid out of bed and pulled on my jeans and moved out to the main area of the house.
Walking in to the living room to see that CT was sat in front of the TV watching cartoons.
“Morning Jeff,” He smiled up at me.
”Hey kiddo! I am just going to make coffee then I want to talk to you yeah?”
”Sure I’ll be here I’ve got no where to be,” He smiled up at me happily.
It was sometimes hard to remember that he was a 10 year old kid but essentially that was what he was a kid; who had, had to grow up far too quickly because of an over zealous Father who couldn’t or wouldn’t loosen the rains on his girlfriend.
I didn’t pretend to know what he had been through because I had never had to deal with anything like what Cam and CT had dealt with.
Both were stronger than anyone realized and for that they would always have a special place in my heart and I would die to keep them safe.
“You want some breakfast?” I asked glancing back at him as I made for the kitchen.
“Aunt Amber made me toast and OJ before she left; made sure I ate and drank too,” He grumbled causing me to chuckle softly.
”She’s a bit of a slave driver huh?”
”Like you wouldn’t believe,” He replied nodding his head then turning back to the TV and the Garfield cartoon that was playing.
Making my coffee, I lit a cigarette and smoked it before moving in to the living room where CT was engrossed in his cartoons. I couldn’t feel more proud of the fact that he wanted to call me Dad; he was a remarkable kid who had without a doubt made everything that Ron had been through seem worth it.
“You mind if we turn that down for a few kid?” I asked sitting down next to him.
“Sure,” He reached for the remote and turned the TV down until the sound was none existent and then turned to look at me. “What’s wrong? Have you and Mom fallen out again?”
“No! Me and your Mom are more than fine,”
“I’m glad Jeff; I hated it when you weren’t talking…”
”Me too! You know that I care about your Mom right?”
“Yeah I know. You’d have to be an idiot not to see it,”
“And you know that I will do anything in my power to make sure that she is safe…that you’re both safe right?”
“I know! I think you’ve been good for her…”
”You do?”
This kid was more observant than most adults I knew; he had an inquisitive nature that meant he could quite happily blend in to the back ground and just watch people, and I had often found him doing just that.
“Mmhmm! Steven…he never made her smile the way you do, he never made her laugh like you do and he never loved her the way that you do,”
“You remember a lot about the past huh?” I asked as he moved towards me and all but snuggled in to my side causing a tear to form in the corners of my eyes.
It was more than obvious that he had missed having a Dad and so help me God; I was going to make sure that he didn’t have to miss out anymore.
“Yeah…I remember hearing my Mom screaming in the night, hearing the way he would scream bad words at her. I love my Mom Jeff and I just want her to be happy and with you…she’s happy!”
My heart broke for him; no kid should ever be subjected to what Steven had subjected him too, no kid should have to hear their Mom screaming as their Father beat her down. The minute I heard CT admit that he remembered hearing all that it just fueled my dislike for Steven even more.
“Thank you CT! And just so you know; I am happy with her too, I am happy with both of you,”
Taking a few moments to gather my composure from the vulnerability that this kid had just shown me. CT wasn’t the type of kid who talked about his feelings, he preferred to hold things inside much like his Mom but I was going to do everything that I could to make sure he didn’t have to feel that way again.
“You know my Mom didn’t really have many boyfriends before you…”
”She didn’t?”
”No! There were a couple guys at most but none of them were like you,” He admitted. “I never liked them like I like you! You are fun and I know that is one of the reasons my Mom loves you,”
“You know you’re pretty insightful for a 10 year old?” I chuckled softly.
“So I’ve been told,” He let out a little chuckle himself as his head came to rest on my shoulder.
“So I wanted to talk to you,”
”About?”
“Your Mom talked to me last night…”
”About getting a dog?” He asked excitedly.
“No not about getting a dog,” I chuckled softly. “She told me what you asked her,”
“About calling you Dad?” He asked pulling away from me and looking at me closely.
“Yeah and CT I am honored that you want to call me that, nothing could make me prouder…”
“But?” His face fell as he looked away from me.
“No buts,”
”Really? I can call you Dad?” He asked his eyes instantly looking back to me.
Where he got most of his looks from his Father; he had without a doubt gotten his Mother’s dark brown eyes. It was clearer than I had even realized as they looked at me; huge, wide brown opal shaped eyes that sparked with hope and happiness.
Cameron’s POV;
Stood outside the living room door, I had woken about 20 minutes ago and had wondered out to make myself some coffee but had been stopped in my tracks as I heard Jeff and CT talking intimately.
The hope and happiness reflected in my son’s voice caused a lump to form in the back of my throat as the tears swam around my eyes causing everything to become blurred and distorted.
“If you still want to,” Jeff replied softly.
“I want to! I want to! I want to!” CT repeated excitedly.
“It’s settled then,” Jeff chuckled heartily as the tears finally began to fall from my eyes.
“Can I go tell Mom?” CT asked excitedly.
“Your Mom hasn’t been sleeping all that well, lets leave her to sleep for a little bit,”
“Ok!” CT replied happily.
”Why don’t we go make her some breakfast…French toast?” Jeff suggested.
”That’s her favorite,” CT said.
“I know,”
Listening as CT agreed that it was a good idea, and with the sound of them moving towards the kitchen, I moved back to the bedroom with the tears falling from my eyes.
I had known that CT was missing a male presence in his life but I hadn’t realized just how much. There was no doubt that Jeff was brilliant with my boy, and there was nothing that he wouldn’t do for him.
A calmness seemed to settle over me at the thought of CT finally having a man that I was proud to say was more of a Father to him than Steven had or ever could be.
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, I tried to gather my thoughts as I reached for a tissue to wipe at my eyes as my cell started to ring.
”Hello?” I answered as I fell back on the bed.
“Morning honey,” Matt’s voice rang down the connection.
”Hey Mattitude,” I sniffed softly.
”What’s wrong? What’s happened?”
”Nothing! Why would you think…?”
”You’re crying honey! What is wrong…? Come on tell Uncle Matty,”
“You’re too funny,” I giggled softly. “It’s nothing,”
“I’m not buying that! Is Jeff there?”
”Yeah he’s in the kitchen making me breakfast with CT!”
“I’m coming over,”
”No Matt please…”
”Then talk to me sweetie,” He pressed his voice soft and calming.
I had always liked Matt; he had a calming aura about him that never failed to leave me feeling safe and protected; much like his brother did with just his presence.
“CT asked me to ask Jeff if he could call him Dad last night,”
“And what did Jeff say? Did he say no; is that why you’re…”
“No Matt; Jeff said yes and I just…I overheard them talking about it is all…”
”Aren’t you happy about it?” He sounded confused.
“I’m more than happy about it…that’s why I’m upset! When I left Steven I thought that I would never find a man who would put up with…”
“Jeff loves you sweetheart; he would do absolutely anything that he can to ensure that you ‘and’ CT are safe! Of course he was going to let CT call him Dad; he loves that kid as if he were his own,”
“I know; he told me that last night,”
“It’s gonna take some getting used too hon, but I know that you can do it,”
“Thanks Matty,” I giggled softly as the sound of pots and pans clanging together caused me to laugh a little harder.
“What’s so funny?”
”They are supposed to be making me breakfast in bed; they think I am still asleep…but with the noise they are making they could wake the dead,”
“Be careful honey…if Jeff is cooking you could very well have burned pots and pans,” Matt let out a loud rumble of laughter causing me to laugh a little harder. “So what you got planned for today?”
“Well CT has his first soccer game tonight and he told me to invite everyone along to watch…so you will come right?”
“Try and stop me. Actually I will go round the guys up and we can come over and have a throw about with him if you want?”
“That would be awesome Matty; I know he is a little nervous about it,”
”You go it beautiful! We will be over in a short while then,”
“Ok big man! Thanks,”
“For?” He asked sounding confused once again.
“For listening! You’re a good guy dude and I am lucky to have you as a part of my life,”
“Well you deserve all that you have honey and just let Steven try and take that away,”
“I’ll see you soon ok?” I said feeling myself choking up again from his kind words.
”You ok?”
”Mmhmm; I will see you in a little bit ok?”
”You will and enjoy your breakfast,”
”Thanks! See ya,” I replied.
Saying goodbye, we hung up and I had just placed my phone back on the nightstand when the door burst open and CT came charging in to the room throwing himself on to the bed next to me as Jeff walked in behind him carrying a tray of French toast and coffee.
”Morning beautiful,” Jeff smiled at me as he moved towards where I was hugging my son tightly.
”Morning handsome,” I smiled up at him.
”Mom! Mom! Mom!” CT chanted excitedly.
”What?” I smiled down at him before kissing his head softly.
”Jeff agreed…he said I could call him Dad!” He informed me happily and it was the first time I had seen my boy truly happy.
I knew that the life we had lived up until this point had been tough on him; he had become more sensitive as the years had gone by but I was proud of the person that he was molding in too.
Moving around all the time, making friends only to leave again after a couple of months hadn’t been easy on him and had taken their toll until he found it hard to mix but once we had settled in Cameron he had come on in leaps and bounds.
I had watched as he had literally bloomed in to this amazing little force of energy that seemed to affect everyone that he came in to contact with.
”That’s great baby,” I pulled him close to me and just relished in the connection that I had with him as Jeff climbed on to the other side of the bed and wrapped us both up in to his arms.
Why couldn’t this man be CT’s real Dad?
Why couldn’t Steven have been like Jeff?
The feel of Jeff placing a kiss to the top of my head left me wondering if Steven had been the way he was because I hadn’t meant to be with him. Maybe, just maybe I had been meant to meet Jeff and share what we were sharing now.
That thought, once would have scared the hell outta me, but basking in the attention my man was raining down on me and my son, I felt calm and at peace inside almost like my life really couldn’t get much better than where it was right now.
I was finally in the right place, in the right man’s arms and I didn’t want anything else in life. My son was finally happy, he was healthy and he had the positive male figure that I had always wanted him to have.
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Post by Mistress Angie on Sept 15, 2008 9:39:43 GMT -6
I can totally see how happy Jeff made CT by letting him call him Dad! Great emotions ^_^
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Post by HarleyMac on Sept 19, 2008 3:31:26 GMT -6
Forbidden;
Chapter 25;
GAS CHAMBER INK;
Amber’s POV;
It wasn’t unusual for customers to come in and ask for a specific artist to work on them so when Kerry said that there had been a guy in yesterday asking to get a tattoo done by me, I hadn’t thought nothing of it.
But now sitting in the booth with him, I could literally feel my blood running cold. Wearing a baseball cap; all but pulled down over his face and big dark shades that covered his eyes.
I hated not being able to look in to someone’s eyes because normally I could tell what kind of person they were by just one look but this guy was guarded that much was obvious.
Shifty had moved out back with Shannon to talk about designs for his tattoo that I would be working on the following day, Kerry was stood at the customer desk talking with a girl of no more than 20 as they discussed what kind of tattoo that she wanted done.
I knew that there were people around but something about this man was screaming to make sure that I wasn’t truly alone with him.
“So have you worked here long?” He asked me as I quickly prepared the area on his wrist where he had wanted his tattoo.
“Yeah a few years now,” I replied trying to keep conversation minimal as I reached in to my needle cupboard and pulled out some and got to preparing the ink and needle.
“You like it?”
”Excuse me?” I glanced back at him and feeling more cold than I thought possible.
“You like working here?” He asked sneering at me causing me to all but run from the room and throw up everything that was in my system.
“Yeah,”
“Not very talkative are you?” He mumbled but I didn’t reply as I finished getting ready to work on him.
The quicker this was over the better as far as I was concerned.
Glancing down at the stencil which was the infinity sign and the date 4th March 1998. Normally I would ask why people got certain tattoos but something about this man told me that I didn’t want to know.
“You sound like you are from around here?” He asked as I finally sat down and began the work.
“Yeah; I grew up here,” I said glancing up at him as he smiled but it wasn’t a nice friendly smile.
Shaking off the fear and coldness that he had welled up inside me, I began the work at a speed that was a little quicker than I normally worked but I knew even at this speed I could do a good job on him.
“I thought I saw you in City Limits the other night; who do you hang out with?” He asked and instantly alarm bells were going off in my head.
“If you’re not from around here you wouldn’t know them,” I said thinking fast as I placed the needle in to the ink and getting back to the task at hand.
Now I wanted him out of here quicker than before.
“Well I was thinking of buying a place out here,” He said and I could feel his eyes on me despite the glasses that covered them.
“Why are you getting this tattoo?” I asked refusing to be pulled in to that conversation with him.
“Oh…this is something that I promised my girlfriend I would get ever since we got together,” He said his voice calm and collected.
“Have you been with her long?” I asked forcing myself to talk to him when all I wanted to do was run and hide from him.
The presence that he gave off was nothing short of intimidating and I wasn’t scared to admit that I was feeling more than intimidated by him.
“Since we were kids,”
”That’s sweet,” Why would any girl want to be with someone like him?
“I know she is going to think so too,” He said instantly turning quiet as I continued to work on him.
Thanking God for small mercies, I quickly finished up and just told him to pay Kerry on the way out.
I needed to get away from him; I couldn’t stand to be in his presence a moment longer. Getting up without even cleaning up my mess, which wasn’t me, I was as big a neat freak as Leland especially when it came to work.
But this guy was making me feel sick and there was nothing that I could do to stop it from making me all but run from the room and in to the back where Shannon and Shifty were sat chatting.
“Hey what’s wrong?” Shannon asked as Shifty was instantly on his feet and pulling me close. “You’re as white as a sheet,”
“That guy I had to tattoo…? I don’t know what it was about him but I have never felt so physically sick in someone’s presence before but he…”
”Did he try anything with you?” Shifty asked keeping one arm around me as he pulled back and used his free hand to wipe the hair from my face.
“No! He just…there was something about him that I can’t put my finger on but I am just glad that he is gone now!” I said resting my head against his chest and taking the comfort that he was offering me.
For the past couple of days all I could seem to think about was what it would feel like to kiss him, confusion seemed to be keeping me awake.
How could I be falling for Shifty when I was in love with Leland?
I knew that I still loved my man but all I could think about was that I couldn’t see us lasting much longer with him being so far away.
I didn’t want my relationship to be over but Leland just couldn’t give me what I wanted and needed anymore. Even though I knew that I still couldn’t bring myself to just end things with him when he had been all I had known for the longest time.
Shifty’s POV;
I was pretty certain that she could feel the obvious chemistry between us but what was I meant to do with that?
Leland was still a huge part of her life, she had made that obvious from day one and even now although she was mentioning him less and less I knew that she still thought about him in fact I was pretty sure that she was thinking about him right now.
There was no denying the shake in her body that seemed to rock through my own frame as she let her head fall against my chest.
I gave her all the support and attention that I could; I was more than aware of the fact that she had indeed found the man that she had just tattooed unnerving but he was gone now and she was safe.
Slowly her body began to relax and she just seemed to melt in to my frame, where I held her close unwilling to let her go. Even if it meant that I had to just be her friend then so be it because walking away from her was just something that I knew I would never be able to do.
“Why don’t we get back to the house?” Shannon suggested as he put away the drawings that we had been working on.
It was obvious that although he wasn’t a tattooist he was heavily involved in his business and was willing to learn from the bottom and slowly work his way up.
“I think that is a good idea,” I admitted as he led the way out of his office and quickly locked up.
Moving in to the main area of the tattoo shop that he owned we moved to the desk where Kerry was on the phone to a potential client.
Amber stayed firmly in my arms as we stood and waited for the huge bear of a man to be finished with the caller. I was glad that she stayed in my arms, I liked holding her, I liked being the one to support her; it just felt more right than anything I had ever experienced with a woman.
“You guys heading home?” Kerry asked once he hung up the phone and quickly jotted down the appointment and who was going to be working on their new customer.
“Yeah! I am all done and I need to wash that creep off me,” Amber smiled at her friend as she shivered in my hold.
“He was a little off!” Kerry admitted as he closed the appointment book.
“Dude he was more than a little off,” She said still holding on to me tightly and I gave her all that I had, all the support that I could, all the attention that I could and all the comfort I could muster.
“I don’t normally get weird vibes from people but that man was giving off more than weird vibes,” Kerry finally admitted. “It was like he knew…”
”What?” Shannon asked softly as he moved behind the desk and checked the checkout drawer.
“It was like he knew us…”
”Maybe he was a fan of The Hardy Show?” I suggested.
“No it wasn’t that!” Kerry pondered
”It seemed more than that,” Amber said at the same time.
“Wrestling fan?” Shannon asked counting up the money and placing it in to cloths bags.
“He didn’t seem the type,” Amber and Kerry both replied at the same time.
We stood around talking about the mystery customer as Shannon moved out the back and placed the money he had just removed from the checkout in to the safe in his office.
Once he reappeared we bid farewell to Kerry and headed to Shannon’s hummer, which had picked us up earlier. Amber climbed in to the front with Shannon which left me to climb in to the back seat.
I watched her as she looked around; her eyes darting all over the place and it was obvious that, that customer had really gotten to her in ways that I hadn’t noticed previously.
The ride back to Amber and Cameron’s house was uneventful; and almost suffocatingly silent. Handing her a cigarette she lit up happily as she rolled her electric window down.
The cool breeze swept through the interior of the car calming all irrational thoughts of the guy who had been tattooed by her a few short minutes ago.
Shannon parked the hummer on the street outside the girl’s home and as we climbed out we could hear shouting and laughing from the back yard.
“Sounds like we’re having a party,” Amber smiled as we moved to the front door and stepped over the threshold and closed the door behind us.
“Oh and a BBQ!” Shannon said smiling as we moved to the back of the house where we saw; CT, Jeff, Matt, Shane and the Bullet out on the grass of the back yard playing soccer and laughing while doing it.
Cam was lazing out on one of the loungers watching and laughing at the commotion of her friends.
“Hey!” Shannon said moving to my sister and kissing her head softly.
”Hey guys!” Cam smiled happily as she looked up at us.
“Hey honey!” Amber leaned down and kissed her cheek before excusing herself to have her shower.
Leaning up she kissed my cheek and thanked me for looking after her after that guy, I nodded and watched as she headed inside and out of view.
”What’s going on?” Cam asked watching me as Shannon headed out on to the grass to join in on the fun.
“Amber had a creep to tattoo…”
”Creep?” My sister asked as she glanced out to the guys in the yard then turning her full attention back to me.
Informing my sister of what I was talking about she shivered just at the thought of it and said that at least Amber hadn’t been alone in the shop with the guy, which I had to admit was a blessing in disguise.
Steven’s POV;
I had picked Gas Chamber Ink for a reason; Shannon Moore a friend of Shayne’s owned the place and I knew that if I went there would be a bigger chance of me finding Shayne quicker than just looking for her address.
The tattooist named Amber had, a pretty good reputation from what I had heard thus far so I had requested her when I had went in to book the appointment originally.
When I had seen her arrive with Shannon and Shayne’s brother Seth, I knew in an instant that she was friends with my girlfriend.
It was too much of a coincidence for her not to be a part of my girl and son’s life. So as she had worked on me I had tried to get information out of her but she was a closed off bitch and I knew that once I had Shayne back I would have to make sure that she severed all ties to these people.
What was she thinking?
Did she think that hiding from me was really going to last forever?
If she truly thought that she could leave me, find another guy and play happily families with my son then she was in for a rude awakening.
Sitting in the rental car that I had purchased, I watched the tattoo shop as the girl who had tattooed me and Shannon and Shayne’s brother had moved to the desk where I had paid my fee to the huge bear of a man who was covered in tattoos.
I knew that I just had to bide my time, watch them and they would finally lead me right to the person that I was looking for. The one person I had spent the past 3 years hunting for high and low.
Bitch had done a good job of covering her tracks, but she hadn’t been that good. Silently I thanked Randy Orton for calling me as I went back to watching them talking as Shannon disappeared from view.
Finally they came wondering out of the shop and headed for the large black hummer that obviously belonged to Shannon as he climbed behind the wheel.
The girl taking the passenger seat and Seth sitting in the back seat, but the girl was looking around nervously. Had she known who I was?
No there was no way that she would have been able to recognize me with the disguise that I used. I had to stop being so paranoid. I was here; I had come too far for it to be over in the space of the hour that it took for her to tattoo me.
Ensuring that I kept a safe distance, I followed them through the streets until Shannon was pulling his hummer to the curb in front of an unmemorable house and killed the engine.
Driving past I moved to the end of the street and did a quick u turn before heading back the way I had just come to find that they had disappeared in to the house.
Parking a little way down the street, I climbed out of the car and moved to the house. Looking through the windows to see that there was no one in sight.
Moving to the house next door where I checked to see if there was anyone in the house but it lay dormant so I slowly sneaked through to the back yard and out the back of the garden and positioned myself to watch the house where Shannon, Amber and Seth had disappeared in too.
Instantly I was watching the group of guys who were all easily wrestlers, except for Seth playing soccer with a boy of no more than 10 years old; Shayne was on the balcony watching them and laughing and I was instantly aware that the kid was Dylan.
He had grown; he looked exactly like I had at that age; I wonder if Shayne was disturbed by that! The sound of him laughing and enjoying himself left me angry; I should be the one he was having fun with not these guys.
”DAD!?” He yelled out causing me to almost jump from my hiding spot and tell him that I was here. “OVER HERE DAD!?” He yelled as Jeff Hardy threw the ball to him and he ran off down the yard.
He was calling another man Dad? That wasn’t about to happen. Shayne was about to have the biggest fight she had ever had on her hands. There was no way that I was having my son call another man Dad! It just wasn’t going to happen.
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